Welcome to The Duality of Man, an original animanga role-play that features numerous supernatural creatures. Unfortunately, these various species have distanced themselves because of the war that occurred thousands of years ago, plaguing some with eyes that only see their dualism. While others meddle themself with their differences, two groups fight, each attempting to eliminate the other in for their definition of worldly peace. These two groups of the Terror Response Syndicate (TRS) and the Assembly of Phantoms (AP). With individuals fighting merely over their differences, it brings uncertainty to the outcome of this war.
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Summer 2024
Heat has broken through into a glorious summer. The snow has entirely dried through the spring, leaving to the brilliance of the warmer months. Terror activity has risen as people are brought out of their homes, leaving the TRS in a position of consistent work. Each are attempting to maintain victory in the endless struggle for power.
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Being locked in the awkward position made a new sprouting of nervousness; Malakai did not want to be mean. It was becoming clear that the cashier was not overly pleased about him turning down her proposal. The young man hated these situation since they tended to emphasize why keeping him sexuality hidden was not always a positive; not that there were many positives in keeping it hidden anyways. During the interaction, Malakai failed to notice that a mysterious woman had been watching them. His attention was completely focused attempting to not be rude to the cashier who was always so sweet to him; if only she was a man then perhaps he would have considered it. When the woman who had been observing was shortly noticed, mostly for her style.
For a few moments, the field medic watched her and began noting her style which consisted of a long-sleeved red dress and black boots, jewelry adorning her neck and fingers. Upon realizing that she was watching them, Malakai presumed that perhaps she needed help and was waiting for them to finish their idle chatter. With little desire to keep somebody from their job, Malakai began to walk away and offered the farewell that remained unanswered. While dwelling in his guilty emotions, the young man found that he had not been paying attention to his surroundings. The field medic was thinking of an excellent way to apologize to the cashier the next time he came for supplies. Even if she merely searched for a date currently, perhaps she still desired a friendship? That was something that the ravenette was not certain about, but he could at the very least try and make it up to her or figure out a way to explain that he was not interested in girls... The former seemed like a better option for Malakai.
Only a few moments later did somebody wrap their arms around his bicep, causing his face to immediately flush red. Had the cashier manage to escape work and decided to try a more bold method?! The tall man glanced down at the mysterious woman, the one in the red dress to be specific, had caught up to him. There was a bemused and bashful look on Malakai's face; he could not comprehend why exactly this woman decided to grab him. Before the field medic could even begin to question her, the woman spoke about the cashier and no more date ideas. The woman held an accent, making it clear that she was not from Canada, but Malakai was not focused on her voice. Based on what the stranger stated, she had watched the entire exchange and his failure to even let the cashier down gently. Immediately, the tall man's face turned a brighter shade of red and he bashfully looked away from the mystery lady.
The field medic could only imagine what the stranger had said to the cashier. He was mostly praying that this woman was not the over-confident believes she can get any man type or else that would turn awkward. Speechlessly, Malakai kept walking until the woman mentioned introductions. For a few moments, the tall man remained silent trying to figure out what he should do in this sort of situation, but nothing came to mind. Perhaps if he was a little bolder, he would have escaped the woman's grip, but that was not the case. After realizing his hesitation, Malakai realized he should respond to the woman, who introduced herself as Valentine.
"Um... M-m-malakai," he stuttered quietly.
Instantly, the field medic flinched since he managed to stumble over his own name. It was somewhat pathetic to Malakai when he could not even probably state his name. Most likely it was due to the fact it felt like his face was burning from somebody randomly infiltrating his personal space. Admittedly, the young man did horrible in these sorts of situations when an individual got really close to him. At the moment, he was just thankful it was not a handsome man; that would make his face feel like an intense inferno and would likely result in his speech being more awkward. There was also the chance it could reveal his sexuality and currently, Malakai liked being in the closet; it made less mother related worrying on his part.
"Uhhh, w-why are... you... um... d-d-doing this?" Malakai asked, stumbling over his words all the while.
Comprehending Valentine's motivation was far beyond him and honestly he was not completely certain he wanted to know. As it currently stood he was hoping there were not too many romantic implications being made. He had began noticing the people glancing in their direction, causing the bashful man to keep his eyes glued to the floor. There was nothing that was coming to mind that would allow him to escape the present situation.
It never occurred to Malakai how suspicious he looked without his uniform on, but most people had a vague idea to his occupation. When the other man mentioned never seeing him in the medical ward, the tone gave Malakai a bit of a fright. It gave the impression of higher authority and not to mention the manner of which the stranger glared at him made the field medic feel small. Bashfully, Malakai looked down at his shoes for a few moments; he could not meet that glare. The glare was frightening to the young medic and felt as though it was piercing him.
"I-i don't work in the ward. I am... a... uh... field medic," he explained. "M-my name is Malakai Moors."
Immediately, Malakai flinched at his horrible introduction; it made it sound as though he did not possess the skill to be a field medic. Yet, it was difficult to get a sentence out considering how intimidated the young man felt in the current situation. In all honesty, the ravenette wanted to escape the current scenario due to how frightening he found the white haired stranger. If this stranger was indeed having a bad day like Malakai theorized then he preferred the concept of leaving the mysterious man to recover from it in peace. When the next question came, the shy medic spared a glance before his eyes returned to the his feet.
"I-i finished my job a l-little while ago. I... um... just w-w-wanted get changed before hand since... well... people w-wouldn't like s-seeing the blood," Malakai explained.
Out of nervousness, the field medic began biting his lower lip in an attempt the to calm himself. This was definitely one of those moments where he hated being so shy. It always created awkward conversations akin to this one where would constantly stutter or pause in his sentences for no particular reason. Ultimately, it gave some people the impression that he was spineless wimp and likely a poor excuse for a field medic despite the fact he could gain confidence while working; it was like magic how suddenly he could change from shy to brave. One of Malakai's arms reached over to the other, allowing him to rub his own forearm in an attempt to create a calmness for himself. Usually, he only rubbed his arm when extremely nervous since it sometimes assist in soothing his anxious emotions.
It was shortly becoming clear to Malakai that the more questions he seemed to answer, the more holes Theresa would poke in his answers. The young apprentice inquired about things that the full-fledged medic had never even thought about. The entire conversation was making the shy man feel like a horrible mentor for everything that he missed. In all honesty, Malakai really wanted to melt into the floor or beg somebody else who was more capable to take over. As his nervousness grew, the tall man began wringing his hands and chewing his lower lip. A few more deep breaths were taken before Malakai was capable of answering her inquiries; he was mostly praying that she would not poke more holes in his explanations.
"Well... um..." He began quietly, but ceased for a few moments to clear his throat and speak better. "It's only for emergency situations. The secondary medic will p-probably desire a report about what happened... if... the hunter states o-otherwise."
The mentioning of bringing the hunter back to the safe area made Malakai feel like an especially terrible teacher. Tomes allowed him to use telekinesis, which made returning a hunter back to the safe zone an easy task. Meanwhile, Theresa was smaller than hunters and the amount of muscle some of them have would make it difficult to lift them. Nervousness was on an increase while the full-fledged medic took a few moments to be a little embarrassed.
"S-sorry. I... uh... wasn't thinking," Malakai mumbled. "Y-you could... um... get a radio for s-such situations."
The constant questions was more discouraging to Malakai than annoying since each poked a hole in what he previously stated. Already having a severe lack of confidence in the concept of teaching an apprentice already made the ravenette incredibly nervous and the inquiries were merely making it worse. It displayed Theresa's eagerness to learn and desire for knowledge, but every time she questioned about a topic it only made the previous explanation feel inadequate in Malakai's mind. Did all new mentors have issues akin to his own? Likely not considering most probably did not possess his level of bashfulness. Once he began speaking about potions, Malakai spared a look at his apprentice. She seemed excited about the concept of this lesson, it was an excellent confidence booster for the shy medic. There was no disappointment over forgetfulness, which further made Malakai feel a little more comfortable in the situation. It was definitely an oddity to hear that Theresa desired to learn about pain relief potions first.
Oftentimes Malakai found that the pain suppression was saved for last and oftentimes the easiest to add to the other potions. While Theresa gave her explanation for the decision, the full-fledged field medic gently picked up the bottle containing a reddish liquid. A quick glance at the label confirmed it was one of his unmixed pain suppressants, thus, he placed it down in front so Theresa could see it better.
"O-okay, that m-makes sense," he said in response to her reasoning. "N-now before I begin. I w-want to mention that not a-all potions have the s-same colours as mine. E-everybody has different recipes. So always m-make certain to read the label."
There was a moment of pride for Malakai in the explanation despite it not being the best possible. It contained a pleasant simplicity and drove the concept of not memorizing colours in order to know which potions are which; not to mention it gave reasoning to the different colours.
"Like all potions, p-pain suppression ones are more p-potent when unmixed. T-they are also one of the e-easier to m-mix into other potions, or at l-least that is what I find," Malakai began. "O-oftentimes you will w-want to use them on cursed wounds, e-especially if there... are no nephilims. I recommend i-in full potency since h-healing is prolonged. I-it will help the h-hunter feel comfortable, e-even if it is... only slight."
The slightest hints of a smile drew onto the corners of Malakai's lips since he took some pride in his potion-based skills. With the exception of those days where potions seemed keen on exploding in his face. After his explanation he grabbed another bottle, a healing potion mixed with pain suppressant based on the label. Gently, Malakai placed the bottle beside the pain suppressant potion.
"This is an e-example of a mixture. T-this one," he set a finger on the pain suppressant/healing potion, "is both pain suppressant and healing. Although it can make the o-other less potent a-at times, t-they are useful. I-i often use this on s-smaller wounds since it st-still helps, b-but doesn't force the use of two full p-potency potions."
For a few moments, Malakai went quiet to warrant the asking of questions since Theresa seemed the type to inquire about things. After all the questions she asked during the introduction, the full-fledged field medic did not doubt the concept of her possessing further questions.
A few more moments drifted by while Malakai watched the stranger hiding within the warmth of her blanket. The mysterious person was sitting up now, rummaging through the bag stationed beside them. As the tall man watched her, he cocked his head to the side and pushed up his thick black rimmed glasses. Maybe she did possess warming clothing and was merely deciding to have a cold dip in order to wake up, but that did not explain the vomiting. Whatever the woman was searching for, it was completely unbeknownst to Malakai. Shortly, he seemed to possess her attention as the stranger pushed herself into a sitting position and began staring at him. It gave the field medic enough time to analyze her current appearance.
First noting her rather interesting hair colouring which seemed to become a bit of an eye grabber; it was definitely unique. Afterwards, Malakai began to focus and began looking at the countenance of her face to check for any paleness. The silence gave him time, but before he could register the information for possible illness the girl suddenly jumped up into a stand. When the tall man felt the hands grip his shoulders, Malakai's eyes widened in surprise and a small squeak escaped his mouth. The last thing the ravenette was expected was for the blue haired stranger to touch him. She held a toothy grin on her face, which suggested that she was perfectly fine. The field medic could not help, but wonder if this was meant to be some sort of elaborate trap or if this girl was capable of pulling off a smile despite feeling sick. While she held his shoulders, Malakai remained completely still, even stiffening a bit. People usually respected his personal space, which resulting in the shy man being clueless to what to do.
Quietly, Malakai listened to the girl's explanation on how it was merely the side effects of her abilities causing her to puke. The presumption that the field medic had made was incorrect, which meant there was nothing medical to attend to. Soon that correlated to the concept of this officially being a social situation, causing the tall man to suddenly feel shy. It was only slight, mostly caused because the girl was still gripping his shoulders and the fact that Malakai realized he had been staring. The field medic looked away bashfully, hesitating while he debated what to respond with to the girl's statement.
"Umm... well I could m-make you something to... uh... settle your stomach maybe?" Malakai began awkwardly; his courage had fleeted. "I-i'm good with potions s-so it might... help."
Despite the girl's friendliness, Malakai still found himself being anxious. At least medically related scenarios he could pull himself together, but now he successfully gotten himself caught in a conversation with a friendly girl. He mostly avoided conversation since being a stuttering shy mess just made them awkward. To make matters worse the stranger was staring at him, causing Malakai to grow more bashful. Eventually, his shoulders were released as the girl crouched down to her bag again. In confusion, the tall man watched as she grabbed a notebook and shortly noticed that it appeared to say "PEOPLE". That only left a bemused expression on the field medic's face; why was there a notebook labelled that?! It made Malakai feel uncomfortable, but he did not want be rude. What if she was still unwell? When the stranger's wide eyes were back on him, the tall man offered an awkward, but polite smile. What had he gotten himself into?
The girl soon began assuring him that she was indeed healthy, but what concerned Malakai was the bit about finding out more about him. His brown eyes watched her flip through the many pages that were information crammed. The entire time he remained silent while he watched the girl, confusion and concern written on his face. When the mysterious stranger asked him to tell her about himself, Malakai looked away bashfully. His eyes stared at the sand almost as though it could inform him of what he could possibly say. A faint red tint came across his face due to the embarrassment of being unable to tell somebody about himself. He had never been particularly good at talking about himself.
"I... um..." He mumbled awkwardly due to not knowing what to say. "I-i'm not that important... I-i... uhh.."
The blush on Malakai's face increased due to his embarrassment over being unable to get a sentence out about himself. He barely knew this stranger which only made him more flustered about speaking. It was another moment in his life to those ones where he desired social adeptness. As more anxiousness came over him, the young man began chewing his lower lip and fiddling with the cuffs of his jacket. He did not know what to do or say and was now far too nervous to get a word out.
[ Oh no... Welp, congrats Malakai, you have now acquired a stalker. ]
As of most autumn days, the air possessed a tolerable chill to it; at least if somebody dressed appropriately. With winter's arrival drawing closer with each passing day, the weather seemed excellent to enjoy one of the remaining autumn days. Ultimately, it resulted in Malakai deciding that a pleasant walk would be a magnificent idea. Thus, he dressed in a dark grey turtleneck sweater, a pair of black jeans and lastly tugged a warm black jacket over his shoulders. Upon leaving the house and entering the chilly embrace of the autumn day, the tall man shivered slightly before continuing. Malakai had never truthfully be one for the cold, although, he was plenty capable to endure the temperature. A small sigh escaped his mouth, the weather was only going to grow colder and the ravenette hated the thought of the cold days spent working outside.
The walk had began with no real destination in mind, merely a stroll to occupy his day off. With hands tucked away into the depths of his jacket pockets, Malakai walked. For the most part it seemed silent, only the sounds of his own footsteps accompanying him during the walk. As time went on, the young field medic had managed to weave his way through the various sidewalks to Starlight Beach. Upon walking closer, his brown eyes gazed upon the scenery, first meeting the lighthouse perched at the top of the cliff. For a few moments, Malakai's eyes remained locked on the lighthouse as stood tall against the blue sky that was dotted with a some clouds. Trees rose behind it, most of which were bare; more proof to winter closing in. It caused a thin smile to enter his face, the serenity remaining until he noticed the splashing. Immediately, his eyes drifted towards the water to find an interesting display that the field medic had not expected.
It lured Malakai closer as he watched the mysterious girl and her water clone move. The few moments of tandem movements, the sudden flying via water manipulation. In the warlock's opinion it was rather impressive, especially since his own elemental manipulation was limited to mere striker attacks and pathetic shields; and when Malakai was the one attempting the spell it was very lackluster. When she suddenly fell from the air, the water clone following, the field medic merely thought it was part of the show, at least, he did until she sprinted back onto the beach to vomit. Upon witnessing that, Malakai's eyes widened with worry as millions of horrible thoughts filtered through his head. Perhaps she had been poisoned while in the depths? Or maybe she was recklessly attempting such movements well ill? Then again, being at the beach in autumn itself seemed like a reckless move. Maybe she had already been sick and the water only assisted in the development of a full-fledged flu! Either way, the field medic grew rather concerned about the stranger after watching her get sick. It was something he had seen a few times on the field; with terrors being so diverse it was not unreasonable for the odd case of poisoning to pop up in the patients.
When the mysterious woman returned to her towel, wrapping herself up in before grabbing a blanket as well. While Malakai slowly approached, he watched her, noticing that the stranger had not curled up into a ball inside the blanket. The sign concerned him further, causing the next few steps to be rushed in order to get near the mysterious woman. Once close, the field medic took a momentary pause before clearing his throat to get her attention.
"Excuse me, but are you alright, miss?" Malakai inquired.
Unlike a majority of the time, the words escaped his mouth smoothly as his concerns fought back his social awkwardness. It seemed to occur whenever something seemingly medical related needed attending to; almost as though it was an instinct. Although, in this situation Malakai was not certain about what he could accomplish. The field medic had only expected a pleasant walk that did not involve reckless cold water swimming and a possibly sick patient.
"I saw you throw up a few moments ago, are you ill? If so, I would happily help you so you can feel better," he offered.
The intent to help was obvious in Malakai's expression as he wore a small frown and the tones of concern were written across his face. He had decided to become a field medic for this reason after all, to assist those who needed it. Now he just needed to figure out how exactly he could assist this woman if she was indeed sick or poisoned without potions or his spellbook. That was definitely going to be a difficult task, however, the field medic found himself determined to complete it.
[ I've come to snipe your post cause Malakai would fit perfectly into this scenario. ]
Desperation was clear as Malakai's hands drifted across the smooth tiles. As it currently stood, he felt ridiculously blind and would not have doubted that he looked it. Soon enough he was chewing his bottom lip while he searched, the field medic wished that mysterious person had not crashed into him. As the footsteps drew nearer, Malakai failed to notice as he kept feeling around for his spectacles; they were far more important than somebody seeing him appearing as a blind fool. When the voice spoke, the ravenette squeaked as he got startled by the sudden rude words. For a moment, his brown eyes looked at the blurry figure that could not be deciphered without his glasses. Either way, the mysterious man had dashed his confidence as he realized how stupid he was losing his glasses.
"I-i know. I just... well... somebody b-bumped into me. S-so I... um... fell and m-my glasses fell too..." Malakai mumbled quietly in his embarrassment despite the question being rhetorical.
Truthfully, Malakai felt slightly intimidated after the criticism; perhaps this man was merely having a bad day? It was possible this other man was merely grumpy after a terrible work day. After a few moments, Malakai returned to searching for his spectacles in hopes that he could finally see. When the man gave him directions to his glasses, the ravenette had hope as his hand brushed against them; maybe this guy was not so bad. That was quickly slashed at again when he was informed on how it was sad, but the cartoon reference made it seem more lighthearted, slightly that is. Quickly, the field medic grabbed his glassed and placed them back onto his face. The once blurry vision grew more refined, sharpening due to the aid of the spectacles. With a sigh of relief, Malakai then spared a glance up at the man who assisted him. His hair was white, and he bore red tattoos on his face and by the looks of it he was medic as well. That was when the field medic noticed the stranger's frown deepen and him pinch his nose; was he disappointed in him?
In a moment of shyness, Malakai looked away, just seeing the expression was discouraging him. A glance was taken towards his bag, he should probably pick that up before somebody tripped over it. Slowly, the field medic rose and grabbed the strap of his bag in silence before a momentary glance was taken to the person who assisted him.
"Umm, th-thank-you for t-telling me where my glasses... were..." The words were said awkwardly, carrying an anxious tone of voice.
The bashful man refused to make eye contact with the stranger, after the remarks the white haired man made towards him there was little chance he would risk it. Malakai already possessed the difficulty of eye contact, and the fact the man made rude comments did not assist the manner remotely.
Improving social skills on the spot was impossible, leaving Malakai in his awkward position. To make matters worse, his apprentice seemed keen on attempting to make eye contact which increased his shyness tenfold. Well, he supposed one of them had to be capable enough to try some form of social expectations. Except, for a while it seemed every time the field medic would glance at the girl she would be looking at him. Thankfully, with a few more glances he noticed she had began to look around the room which made the spotlight feel less concentrated on him. Physically, Malakai seemed to relax upon realizing all the attention was no longer being placed directly upon him. The ravenette was really starting to wish his bashful behavior would at least decrease or warrant him more stutter-less sentences or even the capability to maintain some form of eye contact.
While he answered the numerous questions Theresa had asked, she seemed keen on listening intently. As it currently stood, his apprentice seemed like a student keen on learning who had merely slipped up with the time. Malakai was hoping this would remain the case, he was horrible at confrontation. Shortly, his apprentice made a fair point about applying force. Fully-trained hunters were oftentimes stronger than medics due to their many months of combat experience and training. Honestly, he had somewhat meant force loosely, but Malakai felt it was horrible word choice on his part. Force implied physical action, a struggle. In a moment of embarrassment, the full-fledged medic looked down at the floor tiles; that was a minor blow to the confidence. There had been a time when he was forced to give a hunter a sedative in order to treat their wounds that could have become life-threatening.
"S-sorry. I... um... should have stated that better. They shouldn't w-want to hurt us, b-but if you are... um... desperate, you can use s-sedatives," Malakai responded. There was wince afterwards, he was doing horrible; or at least in his opinion. "T-they aren't always stronger either... There are hunter who are d-dependent on their abilities... I-if tired enough, you can sometimes f-force them to stay."
Silently, Malakai wished he could summon that courage he obtained on field, however, that just seemed downright unlikely. For a few moments, the ravenette took a few deep breaths to calm his nervousness. It seemed to work, allowing him a few moments to look at his apprentice before his gaze returned elsewhere. This was the bane of being incredibly shy, he simply avoided conversation to the point where simple questions like inquiring about his potions surprised him. Perhaps he had expected for her to gaze over them without much thought? Malakai was not completely certain himself why he had not expected to be asked about; maybe he expected for something else to introduce the inquiry? Alas, when his own inquiry was met with uncertainty, the tall man looked away bashfully again. All that information was likely at his disposal, yet, his own worrisome behavior and panicked mentally had caused him to ignore the information. He had been far too busy fighting the knots in his stomach alongside the horrible thoughts of how bad this was going to end up.
There was a guilty feeling that entered Malakai's head; he should have kept more attentiveness on the information provided opposed to his anxious emotions when he had been given the file. While he kept his gaze away from Theresa, he listened to her answer.
"I see... um... O-okay," Malakai responded. The nervous tone to his voice became more evident. "In that case... uh... then I will just introduce y-you to potions. A-also, I am v-very s-sorry, but I accidentally f-forgot one. I will show you it another time."
Another deep breath was taken, followed up by a slow release; an attempt to scrap together any confidence that remained in Malakai's head. The ravenette glanced at the potions, remembering how skillful he was in creating them, how people went to lengths to even praise him. It raised his confidence slightly, certain he could teach her about potions at least with some ounce of reassurance.
"I have t-technically three types, e-excluding mixes that is. I-i also have some salves a-as well. There are... um... healing, d-disinfectants and pain relievers. I-is there anywhere you would... like me to start?"
Giving Theresa the choice seemed excellent, perhaps it would make her feel more involved. It was an effort to make himself seem like a better mentor; he had already presumed she viewed him as a horrible mentor for his bashful behavior. Malakai crossed his arms, his brown eyes staring at the bottles as he mentally reviewed the information he knew about them. A gleam of determination crossed them, he simply had to do something right with mentoring!
In Malakai's case, it was not only nervousness created by a first encounter in mentoring, but also from his shyness. Ever since he was a mere child, the ravenette was anxious when people talked to him which only worsen due to various other past events. The man attempted to make eye contact with his pupil, but the moment he got close he looked away. Being the bashful type made it increasingly difficult to maintain the usual social expectations like eye contact. Despite Theresa's politeness, he simply found himself unable to manage his sentences and avoid stuttering. Hopefully, throughout training that would develop and the stuttering would at least cease to only every once and awhile; he could only imagine how annoying it was to listen to a mentor who stumbled over his words.
Eventually, his gaze remained on the potions as he recognized each and then noticed something, there was no anti-toxin potion. A moment of panic drew across Malakai's face; how in the name of the gods could he forget the antidote?! It was a rarity to use, but still a potion that apprentices needed to know. Upon noticing the anti-toxin's absence, the field medic began to feel a bit more discouraged and once again began to wonder how he was possibly the right mentor for this apprentice. He allowed the panicked feeling to pass, mentors were not suppose to panic; he would just have to work it in somewhere else. Nonetheless, Malakai was still ashamed of his forgetfulness. When Theresa launched her first series of questions, the ravenette glanced at her with eyes slightly widened at the sudden questions. There was no point milling over his absentminded moment, he had an apprentice to mentor. A moment was taken while Malakai thought of a suitable way to state the answer.
"Well... th-there are people who... uh... well they think t-they have n-nothing to lose," Malakai started. He was attempting to avoid bluntness. "T-they think they m-must fight until... the end... S-some think they are... um... still well enough t-to fight. O-others simply d-don't like medics and f-fear treatment."
There was another pause while Malakai pondered over how he dealt with the more pushy hunters; the ones who craved the battlefield. Naturally, his social awkwardness dropped on the field which made the memories give him a tad more confidence.
"Y-you can't let them push you, u-use force i-if you must. I-if they think they c-can get back onto the field, t-they will take it," Malakai began. "I o-often try to convince t-them into th-thinking they are... well... really i-important... since they are. Y-you have to try and be... be persuasive. A-ask for help if y-you need. W-we need all the h-hunters we can get. Th-the point is, you m-must work to g-give treatment even if they... refuse to cooperate."
Another moment of thought was taken well he debated what else to add to that. His thoughts soon came across a memory, how he convinced a hunter to take treatment by drilling them with medical information. The full-fledged field medic had informed them that if they kept refusing treatment they would lose an arm and probably their life or career should the reckless behavior continued. That had caused them to listen, and no complaints about them had been registered since.
"S-sometimes it helps to in-inform them of the consequences. I-it can help," Malakai added quietly.
The mentor's eyes shortly returned to the concoctions he had made himself, the handwritten labels in the black ink carefully observed. After missing a single potion, he wanted to be certain nothing else was missing. As it currently stood, everything seemed in place. A few steps were taken closer to the table, if his apprentice had no potion knowledge he would likely teach her something if she possessed magic. Before the full-fledged medic could bring up the topic, a few more questions were fired his way, this time involving himself. What really made it awkward was the slight impoliteness, but once again it was written off as plain curiosity.
"Y-yes," Malakai squeaked in surprise. He had not been expected to be questions about his potion making. "I-i make potions for a few o-of the medics since I p-possess magic. M-my parents were both magically inclined," he explained.
From that point, Malakai ceased any other information about his parents, opting to keep the fact his father was a spirit under his hat alongside the secret he always kept. It merely avoided further explanation, which was something the full-fledged field medic preferred since it involved an emotional time in his life.
"A-anyways, do you... um... have magic?" Malakai inquired.
If she did indeed possess magic, then some potion making lessons would be useful, otherwise it would be useless. In case of the scenarios where she was not magically inclined, Malakai began thinking of a mini potion lesson involving their uses on the battlefield.
A long day on scene at a particularly difficult mission had exhausted the young, field medic known as Malakai. The gruesome scene had left his uniform with numerous bloody splotches that would have to be cleaned once he returned home. For a moment, he was thankful he always left a spare change of clothes at the TRS headquarters for situations similar to this; nobody enjoyed seeing a bloody field medic after all. The an was forced to spend a few minutes in the washroom giving his hands and face a quick wash. Due to the blood, the sink's once pristine water turned an ugly shade of reddish brown while the muck was rinsed from the field medic's pale hands. Despite the scrubbing, Malakai knew he could still carry the distinctive scent of blood; he would have to properly shower when he returned home.
Once cleaned up, some quick addressing was taken to the small cut left on the field medic's cheek. It had been created from a terror that had gotten too close to the patients and himself. Although, it was shortly executed for attempting a meager kill of the injured. A small coating a salve was laid atop the wound in order to vanquish any infections that remained in the cut. When Malakai completed that task, he placed a small band-aid over the scratch in case it began bleeding again. Afterwards, the field medic left the washroom wearing a navy button up short sleeve and a pair of lightly coloured blue jeans. Within his left hand he held a bag which contained his filthy uniform alongside the kit that held the remainder of his supplies. A slow walk was taken down the hallway; his tired body ached in protest. Perhaps taking several missions in row alongside promising to make batches of potions for the other medics was not a good idea.
As it currently stood, he was paying for the pile of work he placed upon his shoulders. Potion making drained his magic, while being out on the field required some energy to keep his patients safe and alive and adding having to dodge or defend himself from the odd terror did leave some weariness. The young man's shoulders slumped a bit while he walked, one of his pale hands pushing his glasses up to rub his eyes. That was when he felt a high speed individual bump into him, knocking him down immediately. Glasses were knocked away, skidding across the hallway floor, leaving Malakai practically blind. First, his brown eyes glanced down the hallway watching the hurrying medic's blurry form sprint away. An annoyed sigh escape the ravenette's lips as his eyes searched desperately for his glasses, hands patting the ground. One thing was certain, Malakai had to find his glasses before somebody broke them, unless they were already broken. The black frames and thick lenses were durable, but one strong step and they would crack and break.
Soon, Malakai was biting his lower lip as he began to search more frantically for his eye wear. Without his glasses, the ravenette would definitely not be able to drive home safely and Malakai knew his father was working late; disturbing him to ask for an awkward ride home sounded horrible. There was a worried look coming across the field medic's face, how far had they slid away?!
"Where are they? Where are they?" Malakai murmured quietly.
The ravenette searched around his bag before extending his search, eyes looking around hopelessly for his precious glasses. Distress was evident on his face while he crawled around in desperate search for his glasses with worry that they may get broken. There were footsteps approaching, but Malakai was far too busy trying to search for his spectacles. Today did not seem keen on giving the young medic a break quite yet.
As it currently stood, Malakai had somehow gotten through an introduction, but he still felt excessively nervous. There was even a moment where the tall field medic thought they were going to start shaking; which only dashed their self-confidence more with how pathetic that would be. Could he not even manage to be even the slightest bit courageous? At least then Malakai could be reassured that he could manage through this training session, but alas a lack of social confidence was a bitter thing and the field medic's bravery seemed keen on being a no show. Part of him was starting to wish this was akin to being on the field, at least when he was working he could scrounge up some social adeptness. In silence, Malakai watched as his apprentice, Theresa, took her seat and said a few polite words.
She seemed the kind and polite sort, which allowed the ravenette to relax to a small degree. If this was not a mask of sorts, then certainly he had nothing to worry about. Unfortunately, the thought did little to calm his anxiousness and shortly Malakai was taking a few more long breaths. Gradually, a portion of the nervous feelings that left him tense faded and the young man appeared somewhat relaxed, which was better than nothing in Malakai's books.
There was a moment of hesitation before Malakai responded. "I-it's nice to meet you as well." He responded awkwardly, words leaving his mouth rather quickly. The full-fledged field medic took another deep breath, reminding himself to slow down. "I, uh, apologize for a-any mistakes I... um may make. I've n-never mentored before," he stated, voice still dripping with anxious tones.
A minor improvement was made, at the very least he ceased chewing his lower lip for a few moments. Although, Malakai could only presume that his social awkwardness was going to make this into an incredibly long day. A new prayer was sent out, one hoping that Theresa was both a fast learner and patient enough to deal with his horrendous social skills. When he heard his apprentice state that she would ask questions and was here to learn gave Malakai more reassurance, the polite smile on her face serving as a further boost to that. Maybe this was not going to be that bad. As moment of silence was taken as the ravenette pushed up his glasses and mentally went through where exactly to start with the lesson. It took a few moments to organize his plan mentally until he decided that perhaps giving the redhead an idea of what she was going to see was the best route.
Although, realistically, words could not describe the hellish atmosphere of some battles or the horrors seen when the wounded were taken for treatment. Another deep breath was taken as Malakai organized his thoughts on how exactly he was going to put this.
"S-since you are planning to be a-a field medic, it is... uh good for you to u-understand what you maybe dealing with," he began slowly. "It's not a pretty place out there. U-unlike the ward, you will be expected to treat wounds on the spot. Which m-means trying to quickly address the w-wounded area, b-but that... uh doesn't mean r-rushing. You are responsible for whoever is placed i-in your care. T-there will be members who will attempt to try to a-avoid treatment and will be l-likely to attempt to leave"
A moment was taken to flinch, perhaps that was not the greatest explanation, but Malakai was trying to figure something. That was when he noticed Theresa now looking at him, which momentarily made the shy medic feel spotlighted. His thoughts turned insecure, perhaps she noticed how horrible his explanation was?! Soon the ravenette's gaze was adverted to where his brown eyes met the bottles set on the table. That was when he found words and could process a piece.
"A-as you know, you will be dealing with wounds... and... um the odd case of poisoning. Y-you have to k-keep in mind that healing magic is a last resort, so," Malakai gestured to the potions set on the table, "potions will be your best friend out there."
A small smile came across the field medic's face, that was a slightly improved sentence. There was a slight lacking in the usual anxious tones he used far too often. Mildly, his confidence was boosted and Malakai became slightly more certain that he could accomplish this.
A quick glance at the watch on Malakai's right wrist was taken, he had arrived early as was planned originally. The young, shy man needed a few moments to run over his mental plan and to perhaps somehow gain some courage; even if it was meager! While he thought over his plans, Malakai read over the labels on the bottles, making certain all the proper potions and salves were brought. The carefully etched letters written in black ink smudged his fingers slightly, these were definitely pieces of the batch he made prior to heading out. In a cautious manner the little bottles were placed onto the table, sorted into their various categories of use. Pain relievers, healing assistants, salves that rid wounds of infection were all given their own specific area for the sake of organization.
Some were mixtures of two different categories, which caused them to be placed slightly apart from the group. Once satisfied with the organization, Malakai smiled sightly. Perhaps this would not be that bad, maybe he could do an excellent job of teaching this young apprentice. Then again there was always Murphy's Law that stated that if things could go wrong they would. Upon the thought of the accused concept, the tall man's smile vanished and his fatalistic personality went into overdrive as his mind informed him of numerous negative outcomes. There was a chance the apprentice could be the intimidating sort, or they could be allergic to the ingredients in the potions, or maybe he would accidentally teach them the incorrect concept resulting in a disaster! What if he scared them, causing them to fail their field test and inevitably hate him forever?! Eventually, Malakai found himself incredibly nervous again as he began to chew his bottom lip out of habit.
The ravenette pushed up his black framed glasses and glanced at his watch again, that was when a frown came across his face. It was a few minutes passed the time he had given the apprentice, which meant they were running late or maybe has intentions of not showing up. Both suggested possible confrontation should it transform into a consistent habit, which caused Malakai to grow worried. Confrontation was, admittedly, something he had a small fear of due to his poor social skills. Almost each line was a stutter when he spoke to a stranger, how was he suppose to look intimidating when he could barely speak! A few moments later he just manage to hear a barely audible at the door, causing his gaze to drift towards it as the young girl walked in. Presumably, this was his apprentice considering the colours on her uniform, and when she stated her name it rung a few bells. The short red hair was a tad unruly, suggesting a possible rush. Malakai gave her the benefit of the doubt and presumed it was merely a one time occasion; it seemed only fair to the young man after all. It took him a moment to realize he had yet to say a word, which caused him to mentally curse his horrible social skills.
"H-hi, Theresa. I'm... uh... Malakai Moors and I um... guess I'm your mentor," his words came out nervously.
In response to his own tone, Malakai flinched and dropped his gaze to the floor. Instantly he wished for improved social skills despite the fact his prayers were likely to fall upon deaf ears. In order to calm the rising anxious feelings inside him, the young man took a deep breath and exhaled.
"P-please, take a seat," he said. For a moment, Malakai paused while he thought through what his mentor did. "And if there is, uh... anything you would like t-to know... just speak up."
Only a couple of moments had passed and the full-fledged field medic already felt like a social mess in front of his apprentice. It caused him to feel more clueless to why they had chosen him to train this apprentice; truthfully he could not possibly be a proper choice. Once again the habit returned and Malakai found himself awkwardly chewing his lower lip while he tried to figure out what to do next.
[ Oh! I deeply apologize for that, I didn't realize how small it was. @-@ My bad, fixed it in the first post and will maintain this size in future posts/threads if it is adequate. ]
There was a obvious nervousness to Malakai as he walked down the halls of the Medical Ward in a fidgety manner. A coat embraced him, his open left hand playing with the cuff out of anxiousness meanwhile his right remained occupied carrying a small case. As usual, beneath the coat was dress shirt, this time of dark grey and lacking a tie, while his pants consisted of blue jeans. Eventually, nervousness reached to the points of lip chewing while he walked down the halls, passing some injured TRS agents. Every now and again he received a wave from recognition, but the tall man paid no mind to the people around him; he was simply too nervous to. There were quite a few tasks that Malakai got entrusted with, however, this particular task felt beyond his capabilities. The mission in question being to train an apprentice to become a field medic, which was likely a job that most people did not become overly anxious about. Malakai on the other hand felt like a nervous wreck over the idea.
Comprehending why exactly he out of all eligible people had received an apprentice was something he simply could not understand. His extreme shyness was the initial problem that came to mind, furthermore, Malakai lacked any social adeptness that numerous members in the TRS easily achieved. Difficult seemed like an understatement as his thoughts came to the idea of how he could possible train an apprentice. The ravenette's brown eyes stared at his shoes almost as though a thought the puddles, created from his snowy shoes, on the tiled would spell something out for him. Even his thoughts turned into ideas of how to escape this duty, however, that would be an act of cowardice. Thus, he went through his plans, making certain that everything will run to perfection. This had to go smoothly, but then again they would be more probably to grant him another apprentice. Malakai began to chew his lip more at the thought as he felt his heart rate increase. The nervousness simply would not go down, he was concerned he would stutter or slip up or teach them something completely wrong.
Being trapped in the situation was unpleasant, but it was too late now. The apprenticed assigned to the full-fledged field medic already knew the meeting location and if he decided to not show up that would definitely launch him into deep trouble. With that in mind, Malakai carried on, entering the room that could be used for training. There was a small table, the usual medical charts littered every single wall in the tiny room, almost as though people were trying to cram as much knowledge on them as possible, alongside some medical supplies on the shelves. However, Malakai had become prepared considering he did have some expertise in certain areas. Once inside the room, Malakai placed the case he had been carrying with him onto the table. Immediately, he snapped open the golden clasp and lifted the lead revealing a few bottles of potions and small containers with salves in them. There was absolutely no need to expend medical supplies if he could create his own for the lessons, and should his apprentice be human maybe he could teach them more. That begged the question though if who exactly his apprentice was, he would fit in a fit of panic he forgot their name. Then panic transformed to worry which created a forgetfulness that Malakai was regretting now.
For a few moments the tall man distracted himself, only paying mild attention to the door as he went over his plan. It was difficult for the field medic to think of how exactly to approach this, most of his thoughts consisting of what his mentor did. Unfortunately, every student was different which was the main part that concerned the new mentor. There was a tensity that came over Malakai as his head muddled with thoughts of mistakes. It battered his courage in the subject, making him begin to wring his hands. A moment later he removed his jacket, hanging it on the back of one of the chairs in the small room.
[ My apologies if this is not overly great, got distracted. ^^' ]
An objective was in Malakai's mind, which was to gather ingredients in an attempt to make a potion that could possibly rid wounds of infection, edge off pain and lastly help to heal the area. It was a rather ambitious project especially due to the numerous close calls of the potion exploding on him, in fact the ravenette had gained a tiny cut on his cheek from one occasion. However, a majority of his supplies had been expended on the project, which meant that it was about time that Malakai gathered some new supplies. He had a steely determination to complete this project after all, or at least make some more progress on it; not to mention he needed to refill his current potion stores for his medical work.
Thus, the young man had changed from the old clothing he wore for potion making into the usual button up white top and jean combo. As usual, the buttons were done up right to the top despite his jacket hiding his scar adorned torso excellently. A black jacket remain hung around his shoulders, the zipper all the way up in order to spare himself from the grief of the cold outside. Today was particularly cold considering there was a light snowfall and a horrible wind coming in from the west. Although, it was only a mild concern considering that Malakai had no plans to walk to the mall where he usually got his supplies. After all the kindly daughter of one of the stores always gave him a discount if he was purchasing for the TRS. The reasoning behind her sweet exposition was unknown to the tall, black-haired man; he merely thought it was from the bottom of her heart. Perhaps a thank-you for helping those who risked their life to protect Lorsette from the monstrous terrors.
With simple ease the man entered the mall and weaved through the numerous people who crowded the corridors of the Halo Crown Mall. The entire time, his head remained downwards, only glancing up every so often to make certain he was not about to crash into anybody. When the occasional eye contact was made, instantly glanced away as his shyness sparked to life. It was rather strange how he felt incredibly anxious just to look at somebody's face, especially if he barely knew the person. He just could not help it, even having reassuring thoughts running through his mind did little to cease his social awkwardness. Once he entered the store that carried his usual supplies, Malakai felt himself calm slightly since there was a lack of crowding inside the store. Although, he attempted to avoid the few people in the store since the location suggested possible interest in similar hobbies.
Shortly, Malakai had gathered the various ingredients he needed before heading to the front till. The shop owner's daughter was there as usual, a wide and friendly grin on her face while she waved at him. Her hair was in the usual brown ringlets that framed her face, her lips highlighted by lipstick that made them look a touch more red. In modern society, she would be the conventional term of beautiful with her physique and high cheek bones; there was a reason why people stated she should be a model. As he approached some idle chatter started, Malakai's stuttering slighter due to vague familiarity with her. Only a few moments later did he discover why perhaps he received a discount from her specifically.
An offer was made to go to the movies once she finished work, and on her voice was a tone that screamed flirtation as she added a few more words. There was little Malakai could say since he simply was not interested; this was one of the banes of being an in the closet homosexual. He looked away, unable to think of a polite way to turn her down without stating that he was not interested in girls. His brown eyes caught the bag filled with his supplies, by some miracle he actually had an excuse.
"S-sorry, can't. Have to w-work, you know? Potions... and such since I need to make sure I have enough, for... um missions," Malakai said quietly. After noting that it sounded a little rude, he quickly added to it. "N-n-not that a friendly outing would not be nice! You know... as friends cause that... um... sounds like fun... I'm just... uh, busy. Sorry..."
Momentarily, Malakai flinched as he realized how awkwardly his words came out. She looked rather displeased, likely only giving him the discount to be kind; or to perhaps hold onto the grim hopes that it would change. Only a small polite smile remained on her face, something merely given to a customer, not necessarily a friend. Once the exchange was finished, Malakai said his goodbyes which received no answer. That made him feel guilty, why could he not have agreed then explained he was homosexual? The answer was too obvious and caused him to look at his feet while he slowly walked away. Fear, it was pure and simple, the concept of opening up about his sexuality was simply too frightening after the torture his mother submitted him to.
With that, Malakai began to walk through the corridor with a single bag of supplies; there was no reason why he should not take a look around while he was here. Mentally, he went over a small list of items that his father had been looking for since picking stuff up was the least he could do. Thus, the tall ravenette began to wander around the Halo Crown Mall in wonder of what he could find within the numerous shops.
For the most part, Malakai looks like your typical geek with the large glasses, collared short sleeves, dress pants and even a simple tie. Sometimes he will change it up and wears vests or various other clothing styles. The collars are always done up all the way and if anything he will only loosen it slightly. Malakai has a pale skin complexion since the only time he is really outside is for his field medic work, otherwise he’s in his father’s basement working out potion recipes, causing disastrous concoctions or simply reading through spell books. As of hair, Malakai usually has his dark brown (looks black in some lighting) hair groomed upwards near the front in order to keep it out of his face. His hair is often well groomed since it is a habit his mother has stamped into his day to day cycle.
When it comes to body, Malakai does look rather handsome. He’s a tall fellow with a height of 6’ with a slender look to his body. Surprisingly, Malakai does maintain a little bit of muscle, although, due to his slender appearance it is not overly noticeable. Facial features are harder to notice on Malakai due to his painful shyness. Retaining eye contact is very difficult for him, and he often looks elsewhere opposed to at the person’s face. Those who do manage to catch a glimpse are likely to notice Malakai’s eyes first. Initial glance suggest they are merely a dull shade of brown, but looking deepers displays lovely hints of hazel that almost make them sparkle. A few people tend to notice that he does not smile too much, and when he does it is often a shy, polite one.
There is one very unnoticeable trait about Malakai since he tries very hard to keep it covered it, but his torso is marked by pinkish scar lines. Mostly long ones, specifically across his back and stomach with some smaller marks on his chest. He is very self-conscious about these scars, thus he always hides them to the best of his abilities. When they are brought up, it is not uncommon for Malakai to get very upset.
personality
An initial conversation with Malakai reveals his extreme shyness since he does have difficulties speaking with people. He tends to stutter a lot and get quite anxious, thus he usually avoids conversation out of fear of embarrassing himself. As of words, Malakai is clumsy and tends to say too much or something that means the exact opposite of what he actually means. This has only worsened his shyness since he gets embarrassed very easily. Thus, he has become mealy-mouthed, shy and anxious in social practice. He is self-conscious and insecure in his social skills alongside anything else he does. Being a perfectionist makes him very self-critical to the point where he will point out any of his errors instantly. However, this often means that when Malakai does a task it is done right. He has a steely determination that causes him not to give up until he has completed his objective.
There is one fault that Malakai does have with this, which is that when he can’t see a way out he can get very fatalistic. He has difficulties holding onto hope, especially since he can be easily discouraged at times. Although, Malakai tries his hardest not to sound fatalistic and will attempt at some mediocre optimism when in his mind everything is going to end terribly. This also makes him tend to believe the worst in himself since he constantly thinks that he does everything wrong. Mistakes are something that Malakai severely fears to the point where he does get anxious about making mistakes. This does cause him to question what he is doing a majority of the time, which can make him hesitant to speak or act. However, Malakai does sustain self-confidence in one thing.
On the field, Malakai does have confidence in his medical skills. Surprisingly, while working Malakai can be a strong-willed and rarely does he stutter or lose faith in his actions. He’s smart and resourceful, which often makes him capable of coming up with a solution when supplies are lacking. When it comes to his field medic work, Malakai is an especially hard worker since both his steely determination and compassion for other people drive him. In the field of medical is when Malakai gets very strong-willed and is insistent upon helping people. This is the only time when Malakai can drop his socially awkward tendencies and speak without a single stutter. He works hard in order to make certain that people are well taken care of and that they're comfortable. Oddly enough these occasions do allow Malakai to be rather courageous.
This is not the only positives to Malakai's personality. Kindness is a trait most people notice. Malakai hates being rude to people or even giving negative feedback. He's sweet and courteous, always giving people a polite demeanour. However, this does cause him to be rather apologetic and oftentimes will apologize profusely. Despite his shyness, Malakai is the curious and likes to learn new things. Malakai is also outstandingly loyal to those who do manage to get close and gain importance in his life. However, this can cause Malakai to get a little clingy and even rely on the other person for help interacting with others. Essentially, Malakai likes making friends with people who will assist when he is in a social situation. He also finds friends enjoyable to be around since he can oftentimes speak more smoothly among them.
Those who do manage to get close to Malakai will find that he can be emotional. This does cause him to be delicate with certain topics, mostly those linked to his past. Malakai is also very moralistic and due to his high respect of law he will most likely refuse to break the law even if it is the name of the greater good.
abilities
Potion Making: This is one of the abilities that Malakai does excel in. When it comes to making potions, he is nearly flawless. However, this is specifically in potions that have medical uses and he often knows the items he needs to make these by heart. Anything that is harmful is a difficulty to Malakai, since he generally hates making them which causes him to mess up and cause explosions. He also tends to make mistakes on any potions when he is tired.
Spell Casting: When it comes to using a spell book, it’s easy to say that Malakai could definitely use some work. Defensive spells are his strong area since he tends to try and memorise them in order to protect those who are injured. He usually has great control over his defensive spells. As of offensive, Malakai is rather terrible at them and is only capable of controlling low tier and some mid tier offensive spells.
Alchemy: Once again, Malakai could use some work in this area of magic. He’s not the best at alchemy nor is he the worst mostly because he rarely uses it. However, if anything Malakai will merely do little things, nothing too fancy. His control in alchemy is definitely questionable, since Malakai has been renowned for somehow getting something created that he never intended to create.
Voodoo: When it comes to voodoo, Malakai has no skill considering his lack of training in the ability. He never tries to use it and has no plans to. Thus he has no skill and it is unlikely he will ever gain any skill in voodoo.
Curses: Another category that Malakai has absolutely no skill in. Since curses are something heavily frowned upon, Malakai has never trained himself and it remains an ability unused.
Charms: When it comes to charms, Malakai is about average. He's not overly influential with them like potions nor is he absolutely terrible at them. Usually he will shy away from attempting anything too complex and merely stick with the basics, however, with proper training he can manage more complex charms.
When Malakai was born, his parents were already divided after his father died in an accident and returned as a spirit via a curse. While he was merely in the womb his parents fought about who would be taking care of the child. In the end his mother won with his father only gaining the meager right to visiting once and awhile. Thus, when Malakai came into this world he mostly knew his mother from the very start. This would one day become the face of somebody he feared and with the right reasoning. Meanwhile, his father came the second face that he easily came to know and love despite his common absence from his life. During this time, he lived in a small town in New Brunswick, Canada.
At a young age, Malakai was informed that perfection was important. His mother essentially drilled the concept into her son and would tell him constantly. This caused Malakai to be very insecure and anxious at the young age of 7. He became known in his class for being easily upset and distressed when he made a mistake. Oftentimes this only made Malakai stand out and would cause the other children to ignore him. That was when his social skills took some damage and he became painfully shy. His teachers constantly tried to push him to speak to the other children, but Malakai was far too shy to even try. It took a few years until Malakai was capable of making a few friends and they were mostly people who felt sorry for him. Gradually though, they did become actual friends despite how awkward Malakai could be socially. Although he had difficulties with his shyness, he enjoyed actually having friends in his life and found his social skills minorly improving.
Around when Malakai was 9 was when his mother warranted permission to visit his father in Lorsette, Newfoundland over the summer. The trip was long, but Malakai found himself enjoying the summer months he spent with his father. Generally, he was happy and would find himself pleased when his father took him to fairs, out fishing and to various other activities. As the years went on, the two only bonded more as they would spend time together going to these events. Malakai always had more affection for his father who constantly supported him and did not claim that perfection was key. Around his father, the young boy always felt more relaxed opposed to when he was around his strict, perfection-loving mother.
When Malakai became 17 he got his first girlfriend, an event that his mother approved significantly, but something seemed off. Instead of intense romantic feelings, Malakai always found himself merely seeing her as his best friend, not a lover. At first, it was presumably his shyness taking effect, but alas whenever she tried to kiss him he would back out of it. Eventually, they sat down together and began talking about what exactly was going on until they got more into depth about what they liked. It was then that his girlfriend brought up the topic of him possibly being homosexual. The realization dawned on him quickly and it became obvious to Malakai that he was indeed gay. He was rather pleased about the revelation and naturally him and his girlfriend broke up afterwards since it was obvious neither would get what they desired from the relationship. Thus, Malakai went home happy about what had transpired with plans to inform his mother.
Once he returned home his mother asked him how his time went with his girlfriend, of which he replied with the fact that they broke up. Naturally, his mother commented on his oddly cheerful behavior to which Malakai told his mother of his discovery. The last thing the teen had expected was for his mother to glare at him and ask him to repeat himself. It was off putting, thus Malakai stated his words more cautiously. That was when his mother’s hand came back and slapped him across the face, making his cheek red. Malakai was shocked and asked his mother why she did that. He could never forget how she stated that “it was wrong for him to want to date men instead of women,” which made it obvious to Malakai that his mother was homophobic. Thus, he kept quiet and prayed that it would not get worse than a slap on the cheek, but he was sorely mistaken.
After his discovery, Malakai found his eyes drifting and lingering on some guys who caught his eye or around some of his male friends who he has long developed crushes on. Gradually, his mother began to notice how in public it would happen, even around her, which only caused his bitter mother to get more irritable. One of the days, one of his crushes walked him home and kissed him on the cheek before leaving. When Malakai got inside his life turned into a living nightmare when his mother glared at him. Once the door was closed, she grabbed the collar of his shirt and dragged him downstairs where she would hit him and even harm him with a kitchen knife before using her medical expertise to treat him. Despite how much he cried and begged his mother to stop, she simply would not. Returning to school the following day was hard on the boy as he began rejecting the boy who kissed him on the cheek and anybody else who would try. His mother managed to convince the school to pull him out of gym class, stating that he had a medical condition that she diagnosed herself. Since his mother was a doctor, they believed her.
As the days went on, Malakai became a very timid person and seemed to be nervous a majority of the time. He would also move around slower, as though he was in pain. It was a difference his friends noticed quickly and began to interrogate him about what was wrong with him. All his answers consisted of “it’s just the medical condition,” and that “there was nothing else wrong,” but they saw through it. Alas, trying to pry the answers out of Malakai was a task that nobody could seem to accomplish. Homelife shortly became a living hell for Malakai since his mother would constantly yell, criticise and bring harm to him, which only caused his social abilities to plummet. His self-consciousness and need for perfection increased, making him sensitive to critique at times and very critical when it came to his own work. Throughout the school days he would randomly get upset and would be required to be removed from the classroom. The education system in his town acknowledged his intellect and decided that he would continue, but would be required to do some lessons alone so teacher assistants could speak with him.
Eventually the news came to his mother, which only caused more punishment as he was informed that if he did not stop acting the way he was she would kill him. Thus, the boy began acting like there was nothing wrong, and eventually the system believed it was merely a phase and placed Malakai back into his regular classes for the last few months of his final year. When graduation came along, Malakai did not attend the ceremony, stating that his “medical condition” would make the ceremony too much for him. Afterwards, his mother helped him get a job that would not bother the wounds that she created on his torso and that she claimed would be easy for him. A few more months passed, and gradually Malakai’s life became going to work then back home where he could possible face the horror that was his mother. Constantly, Malakai was threatened that if he told anyone about what she did to him, she would kill him. Out of fear, the young man was silent about what his mother did to him for a few more months.
One night, his mother decided to go out with a couple of her friends and in her rush made the mistake of keeping the phone line attached. Malakai took the house phone, locked himself in his room, and made a long distance call, dialing the numbers of his father’s cell phone and praying that he would pick up. When he heard his father’s voice on the other side of the line, his voice shakily spoke to him, it sounded as though he was on the verge of crying. In a worried voice his father began asking him what was wrong and why did he sound like he was about to cry. The first thing that Malakai asked him was if it was wrong that he liked guys instead of girls, of which his father replied that there was nothing wrong with that. That was when it Malakai asked his father a question that threw him off guard, which was why did mother hit him for it then. Immediately, his father told him to call the police, to leave the house and stay with a neighbour and that he would be there as soon as he could get there. Malakai obeyed his father’s commands, but found himself too nervous and upset to call the police himself.
Thus, Malakai left the home first and went to one of his neighbour’s home and shakily asked for help. The neighbour was an elderly woman, often noted as being bitter, but a majority of people had been absent from town during the time. Despite her bitterness, she invited him inside and called the RCMP on Malakai’s behalf. Afterwards, the time for quite a while was passed quietly sitting in the elderly woman’s living room while she attempted to settle his upset emotions and tend to the fresher wounds. Not long after she completed tending to his wounds was there a knock at the door. The elderly woman insisted that Malakai remain in the living room and be completely quiet since she feared it would be his mother. She left to answer the door, which indeed was his mother who had returned early after realizing she forgot to disconnect the phone. His mother had attempted to let herself inside, demanding that the elderly woman return her son, however, the elderly woman kept stating that Malakai was not at the house.
Eventually, it became a vocalized duel between the two as his mother kept insisting that she had to be lying. The elderly woman held her own, distracting his mother with the argument until the police arrived. Not long after his mother witnessed the lights did she lunge at the elderly woman, stating that it was her fault the police were here. The sudden noise of fighting caused Malakai to yelp as he saw his mother nearly knock the elderly woman into a decorative table holding a vase. His mother was furious when she saw him, and instantly the dots connected and she began advancing stating how she was going to kill him for telling somebody what she was doing to him. Several other insults were slung, his mother stating that he was absolutely worthless and never deserved to be alive. However, before she could get close enough, the elderly woman blocked her, using a spell to summon a force field to protect herself and him. The RCMP soon arrived and took his mother away in handcuffs.
Shortly after, Malakai was escorted out of the home. He could still hear his mother screaming at the top of her lungs that she would kill him and if he ever obtained a boyfriend she would kill him too. Soon, they managed to get his mother into the car and drive her away while Malakai was sat down for a while in an attempt to calm him down. The young man was upset and could barely even speak. His friends who had planned to invite him out since they had not seen him since they graduated saw the commotion and suddenly understood what had happened to the shy teen. However, they could not speak with him at that moment since he was taken to the hospital to get the wound in his shoulder checked out. After he was allowed to leave, the elderly lady offered him lodging until everything got organized. Later on his father arrived where the two remained in at the elderly woman’s home while his father got several affairs sorted involving custody and his mother’s arrest. During the time, Malakai was for the most part moping around the house in silence which caused his father to become concerned. Thus, he tried to sort out a majority of the affairs near house or if him and the elderly woman were out he would ask somebody to watch Malakai.
One of the days, Malakai’s friends were asked to watch him since as it currently stood it was a rather simple job considering the boy would barely do anything. For the most part, Malakai merely responded with nods, shakes of the head or just remain silent. It made it difficult on his friends watching him act so sorrowful, but they kept trying to cheer him up a bit. However, they gained his attention when they asked him if he wanted to look at the graduation pictures. Looking at the pictures calmed him and allowed him to feel included on an event he missed and the soft manner they spoke kept him comfortable. Soon he was speaking, although they were short and softly spoken sentences. Most of his sentences consisted of compliments, like how the girls looked pretty in their dresses and how the guys looked very handsome. Gradually, they coerced him into eating and even managed to get him to sleep, which were both things he needed.
Only a few days later did Malakai left New Brunswick to live with his father in Lorsette, Newfoundland. For the most part, Malakai confined himself to his room where he would merely mope. That was when his father saw little choice, but to force Malakai to leave his room by taking him out with him. Although, this seemed to do little to brighten the young man's spirits. However, one of the days they went out they got caught up in the aftermath of a terror attack. That was when Malakai saw the field medics work, his father commenting on the Terror Response Syndicate's need for members. Thus, the young man decided to do something meaningful with his life and become a field medic.
At the age of 20 Malakai first entered training he was rather nervous. Yet his anxiousness was not necessary considering the young man had learned plenty from when his mother would tend to the wounds she inflicted alongside his father who was formerly human. It seemed as though everything just came naturally to Malakai, and his skill was noted by his peers and professor. The patients in the medical ward did not mind him, although, they would comment on his shyness. However, what really caused Malakai to feel nervous was his field test. The support from his father and peers did assist in making the young man more confident. When it commenced, was when Malakai became a different person it seemed. He would not let patients push him around and would do what he was required to. Despite the fear eaters sounding like his mother at times, Malakai found that he was not bothered since he knew that his mother was not there. Although, he always finds that he stiffens when he first hears the noise or see her face. When the field test was completed, Malakai was informed that he passed with flying colours.
Upon passing, Malakai was placed in unit 2's medical division as a field medic. For 2 years, Malakai worked hard for the Terror Response Unit. Despite the fear eaters displaying his darkest fears, the young man merely remained in the TRS since he believed it is one of the very worthwhile things he can do well.
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● Malakai still gets very upset when people mention his mother or somehow notice his scars. ● Fears: His mother, spiders, crickets, confrontation, making mistakes. ● Likes: Making potions, working, kindness, mystery novels, tomes, helping others, tea. ● Dislikes: Yelling/loud noises, mean people, romance novels, watching horror movies alone, people seeing his scars. ● Malakai does dream of meeting a man he could love, but once he remembers what his mother said before she was taken away, he usually just forgets about the idea of finding someone. ● Due to his father's concerns about Malakai’s mental/emotional state, he does still live with his father. ● Malakai does tend to have a lot of nightmares, although, he often tries to keep this a secret.
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