Welcome to The Duality of Man, an original animanga role-play that features numerous supernatural creatures. Unfortunately, these various species have distanced themselves because of the war that occurred thousands of years ago, plaguing some with eyes that only see their dualism. While others meddle themself with their differences, two groups fight, each attempting to eliminate the other in for their definition of worldly peace. These two groups of the Terror Response Syndicate (TRS) and the Assembly of Phantoms (AP). With individuals fighting merely over their differences, it brings uncertainty to the outcome of this war.
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Summer 2024
Heat has broken through into a glorious summer. The snow has entirely dried through the spring, leaving to the brilliance of the warmer months. Terror activity has risen as people are brought out of their homes, leaving the TRS in a position of consistent work. Each are attempting to maintain victory in the endless struggle for power.
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The retorted comment about everybody having fears merely caused Dexter to huff since he lacked any proper responses. Although, an eye roll was displayed as the response to the retort against him. Fear was foreign to nobody, but the redhead's defense remained that the gate was a hunk of metal. Although, it was a giant door holding a possibly furious god that was locked away for thousands of years, however, in the introvert's mind, terrors were more horrifying than the imposing gate. The concept of a terror trespassing into the darkest sections of his head and creating those everlasting frights into a reality always scared Dexter. Ultimately, the justification towards Nicholas' fears was useless against the redhead who thought all hunters were expected to be brave fighters. Alas, it has fueled Dexter's determination to touch the gate which ended horrible.
The comment that the stranger made, although rude, had made the redhead feel victorious in the battle of fears until he tripped over himself. As he remained sitting on the warm concrete, gripping his hood over his face that was painted with hints of red from his embarrassment. The redhead's knees remained close to his head while he awaited the criticism and laughter he always received when around his former criminal friends; they never inquired about his well-being. The foolishness of being scared by something petty was all that would matter to them, which was why they had gotten avoided during thunderstorms. When the stranger asked about his health, Dexter's yellow eyes slowly gazed towards him with surprise written on his face.
"... Aren't you going to laugh at me? I just made a fool of myself," Dexter murmured.
With that being said, the introvert glanced away, once again awaited for the expected. There were not many people who were willing to treat him with benevolence. His spree of criminal activity and poor group of friends made it unlikely for anybody to spare kindness to him.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
The bashful attitude that Maxi was displaying was causing Dexter's heart beat to skyrocket. Every single shy action taken by the adorable blue-haired man seemed divinely attractive, mesmerizing even. There was an anxious feeling as the redhead awaited for Maxi's answer towards the health-based inquiry which was peculiar given his lack of favoring towards social interaction. When the answer was given, holding that essence of shyness it caused a strange conflict of both sending his heart into palpitation, but easing his worried mind. It was difficult to comprehend the odd mixture of emotions, some even going lengths to contradict others. There was a desire for conversation, but the underlying yearning to remain silent to avoid making a fool of himself. Instead of openly stating the positively towards Maxi's health condition being stable, the redhead offered a friendly smile.
There was awkwardness possessed in the small grin, almost as though there was uncertainty in preforming the action. A mental debate was held over the concept of this being the correct action to take which made Dexter feel self-conscious. Was his smile perhaps possessing a peculiar edge? It felt like years since the last time the corners of his lips drew up into a grin and the redhead was concerned that somehow he was giving a meager performance. Instead of continuing the awkward smiling, the bespectacled introvert glanced away bashful. Those self-conscious emotions began consuming more shreds of confidence, insisting that he likely only made the situation horrible. The mere mentioning of it being a pleasure to meet him made Dexter's cheeks tint a slight pink in colour. The notion of Maxi being content with meeting him was incredible and caused his heart to flutter more.
"It's... uh... a pleasure to meet you too," Dexter responded awkwardly.
Immediately afterwards, the redheaded introvert found himself averting eye contact with concerns of becoming flustered or Maxi noticing and commenting on the blush that painted his cheeks. There were vivid scenes about disturbing his company when the redness of his cheeks were noticed; what if he scared him away? The idea made Dexter's heart skip a beat in terror at the thought and further the constant palpitations over the concept of the blue-haired beauty having negative thoughts about him. Eventually, those negative thoughts began absorbing the redhead's attention as he grew more concerned over being disliked by this particular individual. It was peculiar behavior for Dexter considering the opinions of others never truly bothered him and merely be forgotten. There was a linger wonder of what this man was emitting that caused these perplexing emotions to spark suddenly.
Being raveled in his own thoughts caused him to narrowly miss what Maxi's inquired about the reading material that accompanied the redhead. For a moment, Dexter's yellow eyes flitted towards the blue-haired man's face before bashfully locking onto the book sitting in front of him. His gaze trailed over the cover, mentally reading the title and the author's name that was etched on the book. Viewing the title again caused the redhead's eyes to widen since the man sitting across from him shared the authors first name. It caused Dexter to raise an eyebrow in wonder of whether or not they were connected, but felt too anxious to comment on the topic. Should they be the same person, the redhead did not desire to give the impression of a hardcore fan and lacked any plans to introduce this man to his grandparents should that be the case; or at least not for a while. His grandparents loved the story and based on their constant appraisal of the author, Dexter could already imagine how horribly that would end; they would be probable to scare the handsome man away.
As Maxi began anxiously explaining his enjoyment to drama, Dexter found it endearing and adorable. The immense shyness that his company possessed was charming and causing his heart to increase its fluttering. The desire to continue the conversation was skyrocketing, but being heavily introverted made the redhead concerned that he would not have the adequate amount of social prowess.
"It's fine... It's actually really creative. In fact, I find it a likable quality," Dexter responded quietly. "Besides, it's kind of cute in a way."
The redness of his cheeks immediately began to occupy the bridge of his nose at his accidental compliment. A moment of being trapped in those emotions of affection had caused a horrible slip-up. The redhead began staring into the light coloured liquid that occupied his cup, remaining silent. The quiet lingered, the bespectacled man knowing that the conversation had to be initiated again in hopes the comment would be forgotten in speech.
"Sorry... that was uncalled for," he murmured. "Anyways, not usual... I prefer horror myself, but my grandparents insisted I read it. I haven't really gotten into it myself though..."
The redhead was praying that the attempt to provide an answer towards the book related question would salvage the conversation, although, he feared he ruined it. Making eye contact was impossible as Dexter's eyes remained locked onto his own cup with wishes that it could provide him social advice.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Irritating Dexter was a simplistic task considering his low tolerance towards other people, strangers being the worse of that. Factoring in the notion of it being the earlier hours of day explained further why the introvert found other individuals nettlesome. Although, his irritable attitude soothed mildly when the white-haired man lacked a response towards his comment about the gates opening. A feeling of victory transcended over the redhead for a few moments, but his expression did not display the emotion. Dexter's yellow eyes trailed over to the black gate, staring at the ominousness Hell's Gate. When the stranger spoke again, the introvert's eyes flitted back towards the white-haired man and narrowed. The stubborn attitude overtook as the redhead's mind insisted against the concept of the gates suddenly opening.
"You're a hunter and you're scared of a black hunk of magical metal? That's ridiculous! Enki and Thanatos sealed the gates up tight, they won't open!" Dexter insisted with a choleric tone. "I can't believe a person who risks their life everyday is scared of a tightly locked gate!"
Shortly, the introvert's eyes returned to Hell's Gate in disbelief of the stranger's fear despite the fact his own heart rate remained elevated in the presence of the gate. Even the warm air embracing him was enough to cause Dexter to feel uncomfortable lingering around the gate's door. Remaining in the area reminded the introverted man of those numerous history books that informed him in vivid detail of the horrendous atrocities the War of Traitors brought. Various connections towards nowadays problems were matched with the events that occurred thousands of years ago which made the concept of the vengeful Volos escaping the fiery abyss of Hell a horrifying notion. When the return of the name reached Dexter's ears, he glanced back and displayed acknowledgement. The ridicule towards his demanding attitude was ignored as the introvert began analyzing the large gate with curious, but fearful eyes. Although, when Nicholas commented on his fears was when the redhead glared back towards the hunter with annoyance; being a horror maniac made the personality critique sting.
A deep breath and lengthy exhale was taken as a determination to prove this imposing gate did not spark an ounce of fear came across the redhead. When the topic of the introvert's fears was acknowledged, he always felt the immense requirement to display his courage; nobody should be allowed to call him a coward! Once his heart was mildly soothed, Dexter took another step towards Hell's Gate, inching himself closer. When he entered the distance to be able to reach out and touch the smooth, metal surface the introvert stopped and stood stalk still. The close proximity to Hell's Gate was already flaring frightened palpitations in the horror lover's heart. A few moments were spent muted, gazing at the menacing gate. An extensive period of time was spent slowing his breathing, calming the rapid heart rate before he turned back towards the white-haired stranger.
"Would somebody who is scared get this close to the gate? I will even touch it if you want more proof!" Dexter exclaimed towards the stranger.
Without waiting for the answer, Dexter inched towards the foreboding, black gate and reached his pale hand towards it. As the redhead reached, his heart rate skyrocketed as his the hidden fear screamed for retreat from the menacing gate. Alas, the bespectacled man was prepared to touch the smooth sooth. Delicately, his fingers brushed against the metallic surface that remained warm, similar to the air around the gate. When his heart rate began to gradually calm, the introvert laid his hand flat against the black metal and chuckled in triumph.
"See? Easy! Not scary at-" Dexter was interrupted by a loud booming noise.
Instantly, the redhead backpedaled from the Hell's Gate with palpitations claiming his heart rate and fright clouding his judgement. His right heel collided with uneven ground, causing Dexter to lose balance and tumble towards the ground with a thud. There was something array, or at least the startled redhead thought as he witnessed a blur bolting out of the alleyway. He turned his head towards it only to watch a dark brown tabby flee from the warmth of Hell's Gate. No motions were made to return to his feet as the redhead's embarrassment over being frightened by a mere cat consumed him. Instead, he shifted into a sitting position and reached back for his black hood, pulling it over his head to hide his face and humiliation; this was after all the part where his former friends would laugh and administer mockery.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Gazing upon this handsome blue-haired was causing Dexter's heart to flutter more. When the stranger glanced towards him, the redhead found himself noticing the beauty of his face. Gaining the chance to stare caused the introvert's heart to skip a beat, as though jovial over the concept of resting his eyes on this man. The sudden heart irregularity made Dexter suck in a sharp breath, holding it for a few moments before slowly releasing it. Palpitations in the redhead's heart rate began increasing as he bashfully glance away and slow his breathing in order to sooth the sudden agitation. These peculiarities had never occurred in the bespectacled male which generated concern over his health status. The safety of his bedroom perhaps would have been the better choice of scenery given these strange symptoms.
Accompanying the thought of his bedroom bore the reminder of his sudden social craving towards this attractive stranger. Should the decision had arrived to remain hidden in those solitary walls of his room, this opportunity would have been lost. The desire for socialization was a rarity and Dexter craved the concept immensely with the stranger. When the guilty apology alongside the mentioning of chest pain was spoken, the introvert's heart ached over the idea. Dexter's yellow eyes softened as he began despising the notion of the stranger being in pain which brought forth a peculiar desire to assist in any manner he could. On another note, the shy mannerisms and awkward social conduct was oddly charming. Silently, the redhead strolled over to the gestured seat and stationed himself, placing the book flat on the table and the ceramic mug filled with hot chocolate to his right. A momentary pause settled until finally Dexter realized that inquiring about this unknown man's health would be an act of benevolence; it also transformed into a sudden requirement.
"Uhh, you are okay though, right? Like... do you need a doctor?" Dexter questioned quietly, concern marking his tone.
The countenance of the redhead's face remained neutral, hints of anxiousness touching his facial features. There was a slight twitching to his lips, almost as though he desired to create a grin, but found himself unable. Eye contact was averted as Dexter debated how to interact with the attractive man who sparked the social yearning. Although, the concept of speaking brought a dryness to his mouth from the nervous emotions. In a slow motion, the introvert's hand wrapped around the smooth ceramic handle of his stark white mug. The warmth of the liquid contained inside was noticed when the cup was gently lifted, his opposing hand assisting by pressing against the side adjacent to the handle. The radiating heat acted as a soothing remedy to the slightest hints of cold that remained in his pale hands. A tiny sip was taken from the cup, the sweet taste of hot chocolate flowing over his tongue and increased his addiction to the substance.
There was a silence between himself and the stranger, the occasion soft voiced conversation and quiet page turns of fellow cafe occupants filling the void. It caused the redhead to mentally chastise himself for failing in the department of social interaction. Learning to maintain a steady conversation under the pressure of nerves was another topic he should have analyzed from his extrovert parents. The timid request for names was brought to the table by his bashful companion who hastily added his own which was Maxi. A slight soothing developed in the redhead when the blue-haired man informed him of the nervousness he felt; the comfort of not being trapped in these emotions alone. Slowly, Dexter's mug met the table as his yellow eyes flitted back towards his company.
"Dexter," he stated simply. A quiet, nervous laugh escaped the redhead's lips. "Don't worry... I'm nervous too. I... uhh... don't socialize much..."
The admittance towards his introverted ways caused a mild embarrassment to settle in Dexter. On several occasions the redhead got informed that his withdrawn social behaviors were a flaw despite the extensive amount of time that could be given towards personal thoughts and in depth study of his character. Once again, Dexter found his eyes trailing away from the gorgeous man occupying the adjacent side of the table, instead resting on the literary piece he had chosen. This instance was causing the former criminal to pray for something to grant him social ability. While he remained station in his seat, his heart continued fluttering and the endless abyss of nervous emotions plagued his mind.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
In a slow crawl the cold day passed by, gradually ticking closer to noon. As time drifted pass, the hour dawned nearer to when Dexter's uncle would arrive for the usual business conversation. Thus, without much thought towards the cold temperature outside, the introvert dawned his usual black coat and slipped out the door. A quick farewell was given to his grandparents, who had insisted against their grandson venturing outside of the house for the day, but the complaint came to deaf ears. Being familiarized with the common conversation actions, the redhead was already aware he would get fetched and driven to emotional distress should he not escape while given the chance. A stern hatred had grown over his uncle attempting to push him towards company business with knowledge that the young man had yet to complete his grieving.
Grief over the death of his parents still fogged his vision, making the world appear a touch darker. Upon leaving the house, frigid winter air embraced him which caused a bout of shivering. Immediately, his bare hands were shoved into the warm depths of his pockets. There was not a second thought as Dexter marched forward to temporarily vacate his home to avoid any outbursts. A decent amount of time was spent walking, his yellow eyes noticing the nasty looks that people who recognized him for his formerly felonious behavior. Those expressions never bothered the redhead anymore since years had been spent adjusting, but the occasion countenance of pity always remained a reminder to his loss. The introvert's gaze remained locked onto the bland, grey sidewalk to avoid witnessing those flashes of pity that crossed the faces of other individuals.
For a few moments, Dexter was clueless for the location as he walked along. Although, there was some mysterious force pulling him towards thoughts of the library; almost like an invisible thread was being tugged towards that destination. Gradually, he found himself unconsciously winding up in front of the library's stairway to the familiar glass doors. With a shrug, Dexter trudged up the steps and through the friendly wooden and glass doors. Upon entry, the warm library air provided an amiable embrace of welcoming. There was swiftness taken in unzipping the coat and shrugging it off his shoulders to hang it onto the coat rack. The introvert's pale hand reached into the jacket's pocket in order to fetch his phone and transfer it to the pocket of his red sweater. Forgetting his phone was a recipe for disaster since missing a single 'are you alright?' text message from his grandparents would cause an outright manhunt.
A glance was taken towards the librarian who offered a plastic smile, probably caused by forced employee to customer benevolence. Quickly, Dexter merely walked away and entered the endless maze of shelved books all standing dignified in their assigned section. There was always the automatic pass through the horror section to scope out possible reads for future literary endeavors, although, the introvert had a book title in mind. His grandparents had constantly harassed him with the recommendation with presumptions towards him liking it despite Dexter's own horror preference. A book titled Beneath the Thread which his grandparents had peculiarly come to adore. Thus, the redhead was forced to search through the shelves before crossing the dramas and finding the title written across the book's spine.
The book was fluently plucked from the shelf, allowing Dexter to analyze it after pushing up the yellow and black glasses that framed his eyes. Only a moment was taken towards debating to read this or his favorite genre, but ultimately the drama reigned victorious impart from mild interest and the requirement to banish the constant stress of his grandparents insistent recommending. A soft sigh escaped the redhead's lips as he retreated from the corridors of literature with the single book tucked safely beneath his arm. He weaved his way through the maze, reaching his new destination of the cafe kept inside the library walls. Although, a strange vibe seemed to transcend over him with each step taken closer to the often quiet sanction the cafe.
Several times his heart seemed to beat faster, almost as though aware of a fact unbeknownst to his mind. A pause was taken, Dexter gazing at himself before taking the back of his hand gently towards his forehead. There was concerned over possibly growing sick, but there appeared to be nothing wrong. A few moments were taken to ponder what possibly caused his heart to flutter in excitement. After soothing himself, Dexter continued forward where he noticed the blue-haired man in the corner instantly. Upon noticing him, his heart rate escalated immensely and his thoughts immediately muddled; it was enough to make the redhead wonder if he was having a heart attack or perhaps some extreme fainting spell. After a few deep breaths, the introvert narrowly managed to calm himself and focus on walking towards the front counter to purchase a hot chocolate which was something he adored.
Afterwards, his gaze trailed back towards the boy with curiosity lighting in his eyes. Unlike with a majority of people, the introvert found himself craving the concept of a conversation with the stranger. There was an essence about him that made the young man alluring. The redhead admittedly found him attractive, although, he would be hesitant to state it vocally. For a few moments, Dexter gathered up some courage before approaching the stranger.
"Uh... hey, can I sit with you?," Dexter asked.
There was prayer that the mysterious man would agree to the concept. After the peculiar heart flutter that occurred upon seeing him, the introvert desired to investigate more and discover perhaps why this man radiated these vibes. Especially since, it was a rare occasion for Dexter to crave a conversation with somebody who was a complete stranger.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
The gradual forming smile on the stranger's lips infuriated Dexter and reminded him why exactly he disliked social interaction. There was also vague familiarity in it from the former friends who ditched him during a crime, resulting in a near arrest. This innocent nostalgia venture was transforming into an irritating conversation with a stranger and the introvert possessed low tolerance for strangers. Perhaps enduring the emotional conversation that constantly caused the redhead to retreat into his bedroom to sob was better. When the white-haired man looked away, correcting him in the process, an annoyed sigh escaped Dexter's lips.
"Gods sealed it! If I was capable of opening it, that would be a pretty crappy spell, don't you think?" Dexter snapped again.
The amount if dislike Dexter possessed towards this stranger was obvious in his retorts and general body langue. The introvert remained closed off with a guarded gaze in his yellow eyes. When the comparison between the fear factor in Hell's Gate and a sudden startling was brought up, Dexter gave the gate a glance. Admittedly, the introvert still found the gate imposing and haunting as he did when he was younger, although, it still influenced curiosity. A horror fanatic was bound to find a location such as Hell's Gate interesting, and Dexter supposed he was similar. A shrug was given towards the stranger as his yellow eyes trailed back towards the white-haired man.
"My friends and I always had tests of bravery, so it's not that big a deal." Dexter responded in order hide his secret fear of the imposing structure.
There were numerous times when the redhead desired to give off the impression of being a brave individual, thus pretending that approaching Hell's Gate was nothing seemed perfect. In complete honesty, the introvert had been frightened of the gate prior to the man's arrival; being before the imposing structure was difficult when alone. Although, there was still a mild feeling of fear that the gate itself seem to emanate. The peculiar warmth in the air accompanied by the overall eeriness of alleyway always brought forth those vibes. When the shady comment was shot back towards him, Dexter found himself glaring at the stranger again.
"I did nothing wrong! I literally just walked up to a giant, locked door!" The introvert rebuked to the comment. "More like incredibly paranoid! What? Do you think Volos is going to jump out and grab ya or somethin'?"
With crossed arms, Dexter turned away from the white-haired man. It was becoming increasing obvious how immense the redhead's hatred for this conversation was getting. There was a portion of him who desired to leave and be anti-social for a long period of time. Once the stranger inquired about his name, Dexter glanced back towards him.
"Dexter, now I expect you to tell me yours."
The introduction was simple, possessing tones of irritation caused by the proceedings of the conversation. Although, offering his name seemed like an excellent beginning to stop the presumptions about being shady himself. Shortly afterwards, the introvert's yellow eyes preformed another area survey out of his personal concern for terrors lurking.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Upon noticing the somewhat amused look on the stranger's countenance, Dexter's eyes narrowed. The expression gave the impression of intentionally sneaking up on the introvert and the concept made the redhead feel irritable. He fancied the occasional horror flick, but naturally Dexter did not appreciate the cliche fright. The amount of annoyed the redhead felt towards the mysterious white-haired stranger was obvious by his face. When a retort was made about approaching Hell's Gate being in a similar category as sneaking up behind someone, the introvert's eyes narrowed further. Something about the comment screamed an accusation of mischief which drove him to mild paranoia over this mystery man being a law enforcement officer as well; or somebody aware of Dexter's crimes. The redhead huffed and crossed his arms, looking away from the white-haired man.
"You act like I was going to commit a crime. Approaching a door is not a crime! What? Did you expect me to magically open the bloody thing and release Volos? Cause if so, hell no! I'm not an idiot," Dexter rebuked snappishly.
When the hunter mentioned patrolling the area, the redhead tensed slightly over the concept of possibly terrors. His heart rate raised a tad due to his intense fear of the creatures. There was no desire to run into one of those in this dark alleyway. A paranoid survey of the area was taken as Dexter's concerns grew, but alas nothing appeared out of place. Witnessing the lack of alarming creatures in the alleyway soothed the redhead mildly, allowing his heart rate to calm. Shortly, he shifted position and shoved his hands into his coat pockets well he listened to the stranger's silence breaking comment.
"Oh? I suppose I was automatically a shady character because of that?" Dexter replied in a grumpy tone. "That's one dubious assumption! You're here too, so I guess you are pretty shady yourself."
In the stranger's defense, it was completely possible he was aware of the redhead's various crimes around Lorsette. Although, Dexter was not necessarily famous, there was the small portion of people who automatically knew his face because of it being plastered on newspapers and channels. Naturally, the buzz about himself had decreased over the last few months and the amount of gossip dwindled down to the occasional bout he heard in passing. While he awaited the stranger's response, Dexter's gaze shifted back towards the gate in curiosity of what would have occurred if he managed to touch it.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Standing in its usual sinister manner, Hell's Gate seemed to be staring down at Dexter, casting menacing atmosphere to the warm air around it. The redhead felt small as he gazed upon the sleek, black iron and permanently shut doors. Slowly, his yellow eyes drifted towards the doorknobs that laid quiet and untouched. For a few moments his gaze remained pinned there as he pondered about the magic locks. What happened if he reached out and touched them? The horrifying thrill of the concept made it desirable, but alas the introvert found himself scared. A deep breath and an extensive exhale were taken as Dexter moved a few steps closer to the daunting gate. The wind kicked up and howled, causing the redhead to shudder in a moment of fright. This was screaming classic horror movie, which was causing his heart rate to increase. Being an avid watcher, reader and game player of just about anything horror related caused Dexter's thoughts to swim.
His breaths turned shorter and shallower at his terrifying thoughts. The introvert felt tense as ideas of psychopathic murders and nightmarish creatures filled his head and made him paranoid. The concepts were shortly shoved to the back of his mind, but lingered with concerns over a terror arriving and using those thoughts to its advantage. Another quiver gently shook the redhead as he gradually began regretting his decision to venture closer. What if the doors suddenly opened and Volos was released from his bindings? Immediately, the thought was discarded as Dexter refused to believe the frightening idea. Memories flooded through, a feeling of nostalgia sparking from the terrifying encounter with the gate. In those youthful days of daring, the redhead had been one of the few to venture the closest, but never had he touched the gate. Curiosity filled him alongside a determination to complete what his younger self had not.
A few more cautious steps were taking towards the gate, the redhead pausing for a moment to stare and think about the furious god awaiting across the closed threshold; more fear followed the thought. Then came the pressure on his shoulder from a hand touching it. Instantly, Dexter jolted and pulls away from the hand with horrifying thoughts of Volos somehow managing to escape. A shout of surprise echoed through the alleyway from Dexter. His heart shortly began racing from the sudden startle until he managed to turn around and see the white haired stranger in a TRS uniform. Based on the man's appearance, he was not the god from the fiery abyss known as Hell. Gradually, the redhead eased, his breath remaining quick for a few moments longer until his heart calmed. The inquiry about his reasoning for being here was ignored.
"Oh, I don't know, how about waiting for somebody to scare the hell out of me?!" Dexter retorted sarcastically, displeased with his own fright. "You know, sneaking up and scaring somebody is not cool!"
Answering the question seemed pointless to the redhead, all he was accomplishing was frightening himself after all. Besides, even given his criminal past, Dexter could not think of any vandalizing or thieving projects that could be completed with a magically sealed door and no supplies. Thus, the man's authority mattered little to the rude introvert. The man was unlikely to be a law enforcement officer. Avoiding police officers were a common for the redhead, his criminal past making him wary of their presence. He was praying this TRS agent did not double as RCMP considering the introvert could already imagine the conversation following.
"Anyways, why are you here?" The introvert asked in an irritated mumble.
Today was one where Dexter was not necessarily in a talkative mood and being startle did not assist the matter. Although, this situation screams the possibility of a terror lurking about considering the stranger's uniform. Terrors were a creature that Dexter feared, especially since his parents were viciously slaughtered by them. There was a sorrow that glossed over the redhead's eyes as he averted eye contact to avoid questioning about it. He stood still, forgetting about the gate well he attempted to push away the various memories and his own personal fear.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Cold nipped at any exposed skin on this frosty winter morning. Breath escaped the mouths of passing individuals in a white, smoke-like puff. Thick snowflakes danced down from dreary, grey clouds that hid both the sky and sun. Each day was growing silent filled and uneventful as people avoided the snowy streets due to the frightening concept of lurking terrors. The weather alongside the constant threat to survival kept the streets a sinister type of quiet. Although, there were always the courageous adventurers who decided to enter the freezing embrace of winter and risk the chance of a terror's appearance. A majority would require to be roaming the quiet city, but Dexter left the warmth of his abode for personal reasons. Leaving out of presumption that his emotional state would be perturbed on this morning. Naturally, his relatives had witnessed his upsets before, but for once he wanted sanction from bawling his eyes out; from the sorrow-filled horror that was speaking about his deceased parents.
During the early hours, prior to his grandparents' waking, he had slipped out of house. It was a strategy to escape those intense emotions of sorrow. The avoidance of extensive conversations about the company his parents formerly owned. Recently his uncle had taken over, awaiting the possible day for the redhead to claim his parent's business. Alas, being both unprepared and disliking the constant reminder of the parents he loss caused him to openly refuse. Thus, instead of remaining in safety he pulled on a pair of grey sweats, tugged on his warm, back jacket and pushed his yellow and black glasses onto his face. There was consequence for leaving without verbally informing his grandparents, but caution was thrown away. A merger note had been pinned to the fridge, something a majority of people would accept, but his grandparents in the instance they witnessed the stark white paper with black ink scrawled across it would already begin practicing a lecturing and conjuring thoughts of a suitable punishment. It was instinct after the fainting episode about a month back which caused sudden sparks of concern when Dexter left the premises. Alas, the introvert acted abrasively towards their worry on this winter day and selfishly only cared about his own emotional state of mind. Leaving was necessary, he was determined to not cry today.
The fringes of Dexter collar were tugged higher, causing it rest just below his chin. His yellow eyes scanned the area around him, finding the concrete sidewalks empty and the street without cars. A sigh escaped his lips, perhaps he should have locked himself away in his room, a usual salvation. Although, he was certain the moment leaving was required he would be fetched to join the conversation that would end in an emotional catastrophe for the redhead. For a few moments, Dexter walked wearing a frown until his gaze shifted to curiosity upon seeing a tiny alleyway. Darkness lingered in the alleyway, the introvert's night vision flaring a few moments later. There was some familiarity, distant memories piecing together when the darkness faded from Dexter's vision. A few cautious steps were taken as the redhead's eyes gazed upon the black, metal gate sitting peacefully in the alleyway. Doors closed and locked, black spires reaching upwards to make its appearance daunting.
Years had passed since Dexter had last visited Hell's Gate, those days being plagued with childish bored and necessary tests of courage or dares. His former friends always insistently shouting about how only the brave walked up and touched the gate that once led to the fiery abyss. A slow walk was taken towards the eerie gate, footsteps echoing off the alley walls which brought fourth a foreboding feeling. The air around the gate changed, the temperature rising and embracing Dexter's bare cheeks to a slightly warmer air; causing the once cold skin to sting. A slight paranoia set over the young man, he had never ventured this close to the daunting structure without the judgement eyes of friends observing his every movement.
The gate was not threatening, but there was the smallest pit of fear in the redhead's stomach while he stared at it. There was always the lurking thought of what was stationed behind those doors and what should occur if somebody managed to re-open them. A shaky breath and tremble overcame Dexter at the concept considering the extensive amount of time that Hell and Heaven had spent at war. Vindictiveness was also a thought considering he could already imagine that the two gods were infuriated with being locked away in their realms for thousands of years. The main concern centered around them desiring vengeance for being imprisoned and deciding that Enki's realm inhabitants were a suitable one to inherit the vindictive debt.
Silently, Dexter remained standing there for minutes as he stared at the gate, raveled in various thought. The remainder of his senses seemed to fade as attentiveness remained on his pondering and yellow eyes curiously gazed upon Hell's Gate. Automatically, his pale hands retreated into the depths of his black coat as he remained still, almost as though awaiting for somebody to disturb him.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
As it currently stood, Dexter felt that his emotional state was fragile. It seemed as minutes ticked by and he remained in this frustrating situation, the worse his sobbing would become. The emotions were a mixture of sorrow and frustration alongside fear and anxiety over more individuals witnessing him in this pathetic state. Those pitiful gazes that already haunted him and with the increase of worry could come more circumstances that the introvert did not favor. Should his grandparents discover his proneness to getting upset, they may perhaps consider therapy, which was something Dexter did not desire to be put through. There was a lack of threat in the stranger's tone as Dexter felt the man latch onto his arm and force him to stand. The sudden motion made the redhead stumble slightly as he felt unsteady on his own two feet.
The cold embraced the introvert at once, the shift in position causing exposure; at least being curled up on the ground had been somewhat warm. To make matters worse, the chilling breeze touched where his jeans were soaked from sitting on the snow, causing him to shiver more. Desperately, the redhead attempted to rub away more of the tears that were causing his face to feel frozen from the wetness. Before Dexter could manage to get a word out, he was pulled forward when the stranger began walking without hesitation. For a few moments, the introvert passively followed as he attempted to get his mind organized after the sudden disturbance to his realm of sadness. After a little while, Dexter struggled against the stranger's grip in an attempt to break free; nobody could see him like this! His cheeks were still puffy and red, swollen from crying, and contained a gleam from the coating of tears that had rolled down them.
"STOP IT! LET GO!" Dexter shouted, while trying harder to struggle against the man's grip.
Unfortunately, if the stranger held hard enough, the redhead would definitely be unable to escape. There was still weakness evident from his fainting episode and his parent's death had caused him to improperly care for his well-being. At times he would skip meals, stay up crying until eventually passing out and rarely even left the comfort of his room. The loss had effected him hard, causing him to further dislike interacting with the outside world. When the stranger began speaking about whether or not Dexter would do similar in the demon's position, the redhead flinched.
"I... I... JUST LET GO!" Instead of answering, he just continued struggling. "I will be fine on my own! Nobody is suppose to see me like this! I don't want them to pity me or see how pathetic I am! Besides, it's not like anyone cares anyway!"
There was admittance in the sentence, a prayer that a little truth would make the stranger release him so he could leave. Even just surprising the demon could warrant a possibility of slipping from his grasp and running off. Some sorrowful sentences all designs as a distraction; besides, only one more person pitying him was nothing compared to an entire group. Dexter did not desire to spark sympathy since those who were aware of what happened may approached and state that they were sorry for his loss. Hearing that was similar to rubbing salt in the wound for the introvert; it was merely a reminder that his parents were gone. The first few occasions he heard it had only caused him to grow upset and for those memories to contain their lingering sting that seemed keen on staying. A few more tears tricked down from the introvert's eyes as he continued struggling against the demon's lead, his body shaking a bit out of fear of people seeing him so upset.
[ that's good to hear, I was very unsure of the reply's quality on my end since it felt messier than my usual. ^^' well, as it currently stands Dexter will attempt to get away from him at any costs rather than risk more people seeing him upset. :3 ]
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
The plights the stranger spoke were all familiar to Dexter since they were situation that he had faced over the years. Although, his room was oftentimes clean and the main reasons for being kicked out consisted of the requirement (according to his family) of needing social interaction. They did always expect the redhead to act in an extroverted manner from time to time despite the obvious dislike of socializing he displayed. Small doses of conversations did the redhead plenty, especially when it was something interesting like what the shifter had stated with his controls. Although, the introvert was doubting access considering he was unaffiliated with the TRS and furthermore it seemed probably his grandparents would find him before he could see what the stranger was speaking about. At least for the time being he had found himself interesting company.
"It was really that bad, eh?" Dexter asked out of curiosity.
Instead of sitting, the redhead leaned on the back of a chair, arms crossed and his chin resting atop them. An intrigued look being captured in his eyes; this man had the introvert's attention. It was rare for Dexter to get engrossed in the concept of conversation, but this was one of those special moments were somebody manged to pique the redhead's interest. He wanted to know more and furthermore this man was a gamer which meant there was a chance at something interesting instead of idle small talk.
"So what kind of weapons do you make anyways? Anything really interesting?" The redhead inquired in an attentive manner. "Also, what kind of games do you play?"
As it currently stood, Dexter was craving knowledge about the kinds of items this stranger forged, although, he mostly wanted to learn more about the games he played. Perhaps this was a chance at finding himself a new teammate so if one of his other online friends were busy, someone could possibly fill in. There was a small smile on the redhead's face as he began feeling excited about what he could learn from this mysterious stranger who he found. Being possibly grounded later by his grandparents no longer mattered since at least he had discovered something more interesting than sitting in on hours of boring conversation.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
At the current moment, all Dexter wanted to do was to shut out the world around him and remain in his sorrow filled world. There was a mental pray that his desires would be answered and the stranger would leave. Based on the sounds around him, the redhead believed the attempt was successful considering and it allowed him to ease a fraction. Even though a majority of people would have seen the act insensible because most would consider it was requirement to insist on helping a crying person, Dexter believed it to be pleasant. He was emotional and currently did not want to deal with the frustrations of attempting to get a stubborn person to leave him alone. Thus, the introvert remained curled up letting the tears roll down his cheeks and feeling the heat of embarrassment on his face.
Being seen during these moments was always nerve-racking on Dexter's self-confidence as thoughts of those pitiful looks increasing entered his mind. The sometimes pitiful manner people addressed him at times caused him to feel pathetic since it was almost as though they viewed him as a sad child. It always bothered him when people viewed him like that; he was not immature! Once again, the redheads knees were hugged tighter as he wished he could stop crying or stop feeling so incredibly sad entirely. For a few moments, Dexter was certain he was alone, up until he heard the stranger speaking again; why was he still here?! While his face remained hidden, the introvert flinched as he had the suspicion he was trapped in conversation or at least in some sort of awkward scenario. Remaining in his hiding place of sorts, Dexter silently listened being uncertain of what he could do to make this man leave. It was not long until a hand was placed atop his shoulder, making the introvert more certain that the stranger was not planning to leave; or at least not without some incentive.
There was silence while the redhead thought over the situation, praying for an answer that could not arrive. He had noticed the blizzard bit, which was an obvious lie to the intelligent introvert. With a sigh, Dexter revealed his face and looked at the demon who seemed insistent on attempting to help him. Unfortunately for the demon, the redhead had no desire to move and have people see that he had been crying. One person witnessing the occurrence was already an embarrassment and allowing more to view the display was not on Dexter's agenda. A deep breath was taken to banish the shakiness from his currently upset state, however, it only worked to a small degree.
"I don't care! I'm not leaving and do you really think a lie will change that?! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T EVEN SEE WHY YOU CARE! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME!" The introvert snapped back rather loudly.
After only a few moments did the crying worsened as he hid his face again, pale hands reaching up to grasp the hood of his coat and pull in over his head. The introvert's knees were brought as close as possible without ruining the comfort in the position. The sobbing gradually grew louder and shortly there was a difficulty in ceasing the crying. The cold around him was ignored, he was becoming too upset to care for himself or those around him. All the redhead desired was to be alone, to allow the tears to flow until they ran dry.
[ whether Nicolas' horns are out shouldn't effect his view, Dex is pretty chill with most species. c: Also, sorry if this seems a bit disorganized, I wrote half of it then was forced to leave it for a day or two before picking it up again. @-@ ]
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
As the sorrowful time progressed, Dexter found himself hugging his knees tighter as the memories swarmed him. The upset emotions the redhead felt were increasing with every passing memory. All those times spent in the company of his wonderful parents was taken for granted and all those opportunities missed because he decided that being around his parents would be lame or exhausting. The days where they wore those disappointed expressions acted as haunting faces in the depths of his mind. As he got buried deeper into those painful thoughts, the cold was ignored, the sorrowful thoughts taking his complete attention. The emotions were simply drowning him, making him unaware of his surroundings and his own wellness; it was evident the day he had fainted. Losing those dearly close had left the introvert lost and alone.
When the stranger approached, the crouch of snow acting as a warning, the redhead did not notice. Trapped in those sorrowful thoughts while hot tears rolled down his hidden cheeks. When the man first spoke, Dexter stiffened and remained silent for a few moments. Nobody was suppose to see him upset like this, to witness the tears fall from his face. The introvert did not want to speak, out of fear it would escape his mouth in hiccups or pathetic sobs. He wanted to ignore the stranger in hopes he would leave and not bother him, but that seemed like it would be difficult. That was when the mystery man ask if he was cold and the little bit of warmth that radiated from the fire and licked at him in a welcoming manner. The introvert had not realized how cold he was until now. For a moment, Dexter brought his head out from its hiding place to see the man who held fire in his hands.
As it currently stood, the introvert's cheeks were puffy, red and coated with tears from those attempts to desperately rub them away. His breathing remained shaky and every so often Dexter would sniffle. With blurry vision from the still gathering tears, the redhead looked at the stranger. Deciphering the features were difficult considering the introvert could only see a blur of dirty blond hair and fair skin. Distinguishing him from other people seemed impossible at the current moment given his state of emotions. Dexter curled up more, shaking a bit at the realization that somebody was looking at him during an emotional moment. He desired invisibility or teleportation (that did not drain him of course) to get away from this current situation and avoid this person who noticed him. Once again, his knees were hugged tighter while the redhead looked away from the person who was merely concerned about him.
"I-i'm fine! J-just l-leave me a-alone," he choked out.
There was a hollowness to the sentence, the essence of a lie. The redhead was by no means alright and it would be difficult to create the illusion with his cheeks slicked with tears. It was obvious by the countenance of Dexter's face how upset he was since he wore a deep frown, his yellow eyes were glazed in sorrow and the tears that still ran down the trails on his face. The realization of his horrible illusion caused the redhead to bury his head in his arms as he attempted to pull himself together, yet, that seemed beyond reach. It seemed each second he tried to compose himself those sorrow filled thoughts crept back in and wreaked havoc on any attempts for composure. The misery the redhead felt was blatantly obvious as he gradually began breaking down more. He was frustrated that there was no escape from the scenario and upset over his parents being taken from him. It caused his sobbing to gain noise as he buried his head deeper and tried to force himself to stop. Alas, the emotions were over-powering and easily won the mental war.
[ awwww, thank-you! I figured it would be a good way to emphasize the sorrow that he feels. not to mention, it acted as a good method to assure his sudden upset. ]
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
It seemed the stranger noticed him when Dexter spoke, sighing at the question. For a moment, the introvert wondered if plenty of people got lost in the headquarters to the point they recognized somebody who did not belong instantly. He was really hoping that was not the case, the redhead did not want to be taken back to his grandparents and expected to endure an outstandingly boring conversation. Alas, no question of authorization came his way, instead the ravenette answered his question. That was marvelous, since there was no possible way Dexter would answer a inquiry about his authorization with a lie; he did not want to be roped into one of those television scenarios where he was expected to do the job he did not possess. When gaming was mentioned, the introvert immediately found himself intrigued.
As the stranger continued, mentioning his specially made controllers and how powerful they were, Dexter's eyes widened. That sounded incredible and the introvert would have admittedly asked for one if it did not result in being kicked out of tournaments. After a few moments of staring, Dexter heard the question be spun back at him and the man mention he was a shifter. Dexter shrugged in response and released a small sigh.
"Kind of the same thing. I was going to help my friend win a tournament today since their PC is horrible, but instead I got dragged here and got all my tech taken from me. So, in short, I have been left to suffer in boredom," Dexter answered. "Anyways, did you seriously do that with a controller?! That sounds awesome."
The introvert was honestly curious about the controllers this stranger made, although, he was unlikely to use them himself. Either way, the redhead wanted to learn a little bit about them since he was a gamer himself and needed something to occupy his time until his grandparents found him, scolded him and likely dragged him out of the building while informing him that he should not sneak off ever again. Dexter had gotten the scolding a lot, thus he could already imagine exactly how it would pan out. For now, however, it was time to learn about the capabilities of this stranger's creations.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
Displeased was currently an understatement for how Dexter was feeling when his grandparents summoned him out of his room, insisted that he got dressed and then proceeded to drag him away from his game consoles (even doing the length to confiscate any handheld devices). This left the redhead following his grandparents around the Terror Response Syndicate base while they went about assisting his uncle by enlisting help from the organization. There was a minor problem involving terrors attempting to break into his uncle's office or into the company building itself, thus it meant enlisting some hunters for help. A bored look crossed Dexter's face as his grandparents kept dragging him along with the insistence he could not sit around his room all day and game.
It was shameful considering the redhead was going to accomplish some charity work for a friend by winning the tournament in their honor, but now that was impossible. They were also discontent with the fact that the introvert suddenly messaged them stating he could not participate. While Dexter walked through the halls, feeling cozy in his jacket and simple jeans, he could not resist the irking to steal his phone back from his grandparents; alas they were cautious around the former thief. Ultimately, it left the young man bored beyond relief as his grandparents continued starting idle conversations with friends or consulting their business. Inevitably, it resulted in Dexter slipping away from his grandparents and exploring the place by himself; they did not need him for such trivial matters. His yellow eyes began looking around the walls and tiled floors with wonder if there was anything different about the establish; and partially about how angry his grandparents would be with him.
Eventually, Dexter's eyes noticed a room that was referred to as the main lounge. He was not completely certain if he was allowed inside, but at least he could sit around for a couple of hours. With that in mind, Dexter entered the room slowly to find a black haired man inside. The man seemed to be an equal in the negative motions sparked by not being able to participate in the game. A long breath escaped Dexter's lips, he was really not in the mood for social interaction, but it would be an improvement from sitting in silence until his grandparents found him.
"What's got you pulling a frown?" Dexter inquired.
Honestly, it was the only question the introvert could think of to possible initiate a conversation with the stranger. Dexter had never been one to enjoy conversing with people he did not know which meant the beginnings of talking were bound to be awkward. The redhead was praying that the man was not brooding over some significant loss since should that be revealed, that would be the moment Dexter left the room to avoid being pathetically emotional.
- - because it's difficult to find people who understand.
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