Jul 14, 2018 13:42:37 GMT -6
THERE ARE SOME MEMORIES,
There was a special vibe that entered the air as Malakai's time with Jordan increased. A continuous palpitation was occurring within the bashful man's chest, almost as though his heart was dancing in joy; it felt as though his heart could barely contain its happiness. While his fluttering heartbeat continued dancing, the remainder of his body maintained a thrilling sense of anxiety that was beyond different from plain social awkwardness. It was a peculiar exhilaration that kept the bespectacled man from attempting to escape the situation. There was a faint tint of red on Malakai's cheeks, his gaze averted from nervousness. This interaction was completely different from the regular meeting of strangers, making it pleasantly surreal despite his anxieties and self-consciousness being higher than usual. Something was different about Jordan from the various other individuals who decided to converse with him, yet, the dissimilarity remained undescribable; too special to be placed into words since the perfect words were nonexistent.
When Jordan spoke again, Malakai's attention returned to the man, noticing the smile that tugged the corners of his cheeks. Merely observing the blond's happiness brought a mass of heart flutters, the field medic finding it sublime to witness the action. There was a tiny, sheepish smile that managed to crawl into Malakai's face as he bashfully glanced down at the green grass. The overpowering genuineness behind the words allowed the ravenette to feel better for the moment, although, confidence still remained low from his ineptness in conversation and lingering nervousness. While he remained in this clearing where the trees gently rustled from breeze and sunlight filtered beautifully through the cracks in the leafy canopy, he found relief from reality. The sounds of nature was an ambiance playing behind the conversation and pleasant interactions, promoting relaxation that contrasted with the emotions that rose from speaking with Jordan.
Gradually, Malakai believed he possessed some definition of calmness within the situation, only to be surprised. While feeling the pleasantly cool and soft grass, the warmth of Jordan's fingers brushing against his hand. The soft grazing of the blond's fingers resulted in blood rushing to the ravenette's cheeks while his heart began palpitating again. There was an intense heat in his face while red painted across his pale complexion. Immediately, the bespectacled man glanced away but kept gently feeling through the grass. The thrilling sensation of Jordan's fingers brushing against his hand was incredible, although, Malakai lacked the courage to verbally admit the feeling. Each sweep was secretly desired, the bespectacled man struggling to place reason behind the wish. While the ravenette was usually too timid to suggest plans with another individual, his desires to spend more time with Jordan pushed the hidden courage.
The words the blond used to respond increased the vivid blush across Malakai's face, his eyes momentarily flitting towards Jordan. The tint that touched his companion's cheeks made the bespectacled man's heart melt; Jordan was absolutely adorable. When the blond's fingers brushed up against his and lingered, the field medic bashfully averted his gaze in surprised from the action. The question arrived about the time, and Malakai found himself taken aback that he managed to get this far with the inquiry.
"I... I... um..." He began awkwardly, hesitating to compose himself. "Any-anytime works for me... I... uh... will just h-have to check when I-I work..."
The response was filled with anxiousness, the medic being surprised he could even stutter his way through the words. There were intense emotions surrounding Malakai, dragging him into the depths of unfamiliarity. The thrill behind his company accompanied by the nervousness was peculiar and beyond anything felt before. There was vague nostalgia in the emotions, but the dark-haired man found himself unable to place a memory to it. The question was pushed away, the bespectacled man deciding to save the thoughts for later and instead fully experience the everlasting wonder in Jordan's company.
When Jordan spoke again, Malakai's attention returned to the man, noticing the smile that tugged the corners of his cheeks. Merely observing the blond's happiness brought a mass of heart flutters, the field medic finding it sublime to witness the action. There was a tiny, sheepish smile that managed to crawl into Malakai's face as he bashfully glanced down at the green grass. The overpowering genuineness behind the words allowed the ravenette to feel better for the moment, although, confidence still remained low from his ineptness in conversation and lingering nervousness. While he remained in this clearing where the trees gently rustled from breeze and sunlight filtered beautifully through the cracks in the leafy canopy, he found relief from reality. The sounds of nature was an ambiance playing behind the conversation and pleasant interactions, promoting relaxation that contrasted with the emotions that rose from speaking with Jordan.
Gradually, Malakai believed he possessed some definition of calmness within the situation, only to be surprised. While feeling the pleasantly cool and soft grass, the warmth of Jordan's fingers brushing against his hand. The soft grazing of the blond's fingers resulted in blood rushing to the ravenette's cheeks while his heart began palpitating again. There was an intense heat in his face while red painted across his pale complexion. Immediately, the bespectacled man glanced away but kept gently feeling through the grass. The thrilling sensation of Jordan's fingers brushing against his hand was incredible, although, Malakai lacked the courage to verbally admit the feeling. Each sweep was secretly desired, the bespectacled man struggling to place reason behind the wish. While the ravenette was usually too timid to suggest plans with another individual, his desires to spend more time with Jordan pushed the hidden courage.
The words the blond used to respond increased the vivid blush across Malakai's face, his eyes momentarily flitting towards Jordan. The tint that touched his companion's cheeks made the bespectacled man's heart melt; Jordan was absolutely adorable. When the blond's fingers brushed up against his and lingered, the field medic bashfully averted his gaze in surprised from the action. The question arrived about the time, and Malakai found himself taken aback that he managed to get this far with the inquiry.
"I... I... um..." He began awkwardly, hesitating to compose himself. "Any-anytime works for me... I... uh... will just h-have to check when I-I work..."
The response was filled with anxiousness, the medic being surprised he could even stutter his way through the words. There were intense emotions surrounding Malakai, dragging him into the depths of unfamiliarity. The thrill behind his company accompanied by the nervousness was peculiar and beyond anything felt before. There was vague nostalgia in the emotions, but the dark-haired man found himself unable to place a memory to it. The question was pushed away, the bespectacled man deciding to save the thoughts for later and instead fully experience the everlasting wonder in Jordan's company.
- - that will never fade.