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ah... honestly im a mess

dont listen to half of the stuff i say

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Nov 15, 2020 1:34:35 GMT -6

deep blue songspell―

It’s okay...

Sometimes it’s better to just get these things out, you know?

Bottling things can be far worse in the long run.

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it wouldnt be good for anymore. especially not you

didn't mean for this to take such a turn

i'm sure you wanted a normal conversation not someone like me bringing the mood down...

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Nov 20, 2020 5:37:21 GMT -6

deep blue songspell―

It’ll be okay...

I’m sure I can handle it just fine.

@dylan

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you're so kind to me...

really...

;_;

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deep blue songspell―

I try to be there for anyone who might need it, you know?

The world needs more people trying to help each other.

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i'm having a bad day overall... my mind is running and my fear of being a burden is too much

i didn't have the nicest upbringing... and well... i really stepped in and protected my brother

we even live together now but i've always been put down for my dream occupation... which is well.. being a musician

i'm apart of a band even now but you know... it's not something that pulls in a lot of money.

i'm scared and overwhelmed i'm not doing enough to help my brother, i'm scared that all those things my parents said about me are true

i just feel useless

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