Welcome to The Duality of Man, an original animanga role-play that features numerous supernatural creatures. Unfortunately, these various species have distanced themselves because of the war that occurred thousands of years ago, plaguing some with eyes that only see their dualism. While others meddle themself with their differences, two groups fight, each attempting to eliminate the other in for their definition of worldly peace. These two groups of the Terror Response Syndicate (TRS) and the Assembly of Phantoms (AP). With individuals fighting merely over their differences, it brings uncertainty to the outcome of this war.
We happily accept all role-players as long as they obey the rules and are capable of meeting our word count of 50. This does include those who are unfamiliar with this style of role-playing. The staff of The Duality of Man are willing to happily help those who are new to the role-playing world so they feel comfortable on site. Feel free to message the staff if you need help, they can be found here or in the site Discord and will gladly answer questions alongside calm concerns. If you have any suggestions we would love to hear them; guests may use the support board as a suggestion area as well. Should you decide to join, may I say welcome to the site and we all hope you enjoy your time here.
Yours Truely,
The Staff
season
Summer 2024
Heat has broken through into a glorious summer. The snow has entirely dried through the spring, leaving to the brilliance of the warmer months. Terror activity has risen as people are brought out of their homes, leaving the TRS in a position of consistent work. Each are attempting to maintain victory in the endless struggle for power.
Since the wonderful members of TDOM enjoy the site enough to play around on it, this thread is to assist with the site's tidying! Functionality is important and we want to make the site functional even if its activity will be minimal at best!
Reason for Name: Her parents had high expectations of her and her name reflects that. She was set to be something even God might behold with a sense of reverence and fear when she became the war monster they intended her to be.
Nicknames: Jess, Jessie, Mom
Species: Raiju
Gender: Female
Age: ANCIENT. She was born a little into the War of Traitors.
Birthdate: January 26
First Word(s): “Stop”
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Scent: Lemon and Ginger
Dominant Hand: Left
Astrological Sign: Aquarius
Likes: Her Chosen Family, Coffee, Following Orders, Books, Travelling, PUPPIES
Hair: Jessica has naturally green hair she usually only lightly styles to keep it smooth and relatively maintained
Clothing: Jessica tends to dress for comfort, wearing warm tops and stretchy pants. She doesn’t care much about color or style, but anything gaudy or attention-grabbing is out of the question.
Scars: Scars! Yep! She has ‘em. Lots. They’re mainly smaller scuffs from the countless fights in her past. She used to see them as badges of honor, now they’re just a reminder of a path she shouldn’t let herself go down.
Tattoos: In her long life Jessica has avoided any tattoos, not because she’s against them but just because the thought never occurred to her.
Role Models:Adonai Blane (Past and Present Role Model) - Since she was a child, Jessica has looked up to Adonai and wanted to be like him. There was a brief period when she wanted nothing to do with him - or any of her family for that matter - but even during that time she idolized a twisted version of him she’d developed in her head. Now that she’s settled down, he’s once again on the path ahead of her, somehow managing to take care of 8 children and live a relatively normal life. He’s completely changed in her mind from the way she saw him and looked up to him as a child, but he still holds the title of her greatest role model. When she was younger she sought to follow in his footsteps, but now her admiration for him is different. She is firmly on her own path, but he’s accomplished what she’s trying to and a part of her thinks if she lets him down at this point she’d be letting down her future.
Elijah (Past Role Model) - Elijah was someone Jessica met during the War of Traitors at a point where she was tipping from semi-human to a true monster. He guided her ambition and, as much as she believed they had a sort of equal standing at the time, was starting to take control over her life before her brother scared him off. In the present day the only think he taught her that she intends to keep close is that the importance of life is important to lose site of in any hunt for glory.
Lawrence (Recent Role Model) - Lawrence was Jessica’s guiding light as well as her one true equal. Like most of her role models, she saw him for more than he really was. She thought he represented everything good and, in her world, he did. He taught her the most important lessons of anyone because she was willing to truly listen to him. From him she learned that fighting is pointless if it’s not for what you believe in, that compassion isn’t completely pointless, and that there’s more to life than whatever war you’re waging with yourself. Although he passed away some years ago, she still lets what he would have wanted build her into a better person.
Herself (Present Role Model) - Normally you being your own role model would just be considered life, but Jessica spent so long on someone else’s path, fighting battles that weren’t her own, that she has to stop and pay attention to what she truly thinks. It’s easy for her to lose her own guidance when someone else asks something of her, but she’s trying to change that and live a life that is truly her own.
Mentors: Throughout her life, many different mentors have led Jessica astray. She believes she’s learned her lesson and won’t let people guide her in the future. The most impactful of her mentors were her parents. They shaped her into the weapon she is today, not through their training but through the way that they twisted her world into a battlefield.
Reputation: Jessica’s reputation depends entirely on who you ask. If you ask someone that’s fought beside her or knew her when she was younger, they’ll tell you that she’s cold and unrelenting, incapable of true empathy yet brilliant in her tactics. If you ask her children or someone she’s met while living in Canada, they’ll say that she can be a bit blunt but she means well overall and will stand by her word.
Cooperation: Cooperating with others is hard for Jessica. If their goals don’t align with hers she’s cynical enough to suspect they’re just trying to throw her off and hinder her progress. If the goals do align with her’s she’ll imagine they’re trying to use her to claim the achievement for herself. In recent years she’s tried to be more open to help and she’s willing to help others when they need it, but it takes some patience to work with others closely.
Sociability: Jess can carry out a conversation well. She’s recently learned to ‘chit chat’ and she can be a little blunt sometimes, but unless someone hits a sore spot she’s a pretty nice person.
Community: Jess sees her current community as a place she’s there to help. She’s a friendly neighbor and open to people coming to her when they need anything, even if she seems a bit closed off at times.
Mannerisms
Posture: Jessica carries herself relatively well. She doesn’t slouch very often, and her stance is usually wide, an ancient habit drilled into her in case of a surprise attack.
Walking Style: Jess walks relatively quietly, usually keeping her balance forward in a way that would make it easy to take off in a run at a moment’s notice.
Speech Patterns: Jess talks a bit slowly, thinking out her words before actually talking. She also talks formally, abstaining from most slang.
Habits: Jess doesn’t have many good habits to speak of. Most of them are forced into her from centuries of battle experience. One such habit is always physically tensing when she gets stressed or thinks there’s conflict brewing.
Accent: Jessica has a slight British accent that comes out at seemingly random times.
Routines
Morning Routine: In the morning Jess wakes up early, makes coffee, makes her kids lunches for school, then drinks the coffee with a small breakfast before starting on whatever she has to do for the day.
Weekly Routine: Jess’ primary concern is her children and her secondary concern is running her B&B. Because of the constantly shifting schedules of these things, her weekly schedule is rarely solid. Her weekends are usually spent taking care of guests and her children while weekdays are focused on financials, cleaning, and other errands that may come up.
Traditions: No traditions have stuck with Jess throughout the ages. She only even celebrates holidays because of her children, if they were out of the house it would be business as usual.
Love
Relationship Status: Widowed
Love at First Sight: Jessica does not believe in love at first sight. After all, how can you know you love someone when you don’t know who they are? She believes people should earn the love they’re given.
Behaviour: In a relationship Jess tries to do what she can for her S.O., but she closes herself off very easily. If she gets close enough to someone she may even try to cut off their relationship because she gets scared of the commitment she’s facing.
Past Loves: Elijah (although she later learned that wasn’t really love) and Lawrence. Besides those two she’s never been open enough to others to develop anything close to love.
Heart Breaks: Jess’ truest heartbreak was the death of her husband and soulmate. It’s something she’s still recovering from.
Love Language: Words of Affirmation
Conflict
Sensitivity: Jessica tries to maintain her calm exterior at any cost. She does snap occasionally, though, and when she does you should run.
Response: Jessica’s instinct is to jump into combat when challenged. Even if she chooses to fall back on words, there will be a desire to fight beneath the surface. She will try to maintain a diplomatic facade as long as possible, though.
Sore Spots: Bringing up her past can easily trigger Jess. Alternatively, if you insult her children you’re dead.
Words or Sword: Jessica wants to use words to fight but her instinct is to physically fight.
Choice of Weapon: Jessica prefers to fight with her fists or her powers. She can use weapons, but she doesn’t like to rely on things outside herself.
Worst Enemy: The AP, specifically Lawrence’s family, are at the top of Jess’ enemy list.
Enemy Tales: They killed her husband. What more reason does she need to despise the AP?
Calming Down: Once she’s upset the only way for Jess to calm down is to leave the situation, which isn’t something she’ll do kindly. If someone didn’t pull her away she’d be willing to fight to the death.
Occupation
Current Occupation: Jessica currently runs a B&B.
Reason for Job: She chose this occupation because it forced her to settle down and it gives her an opportunity to give her children responsibilities.
Favorite Past Occupation: Any war she fought for a good cause. She particularly enjoys being in charge of some tactics, but if a job didn’t involve some time on the front lines she got bored.
Least Favorite Past Occupation: Working for the AP. She never should have let herself go down her path. It is, perhaps, her greatest regret.
Dream Job: As much as she hates it, her dream job is still on the front lines. The thought sickens her, but that’s the life she knows best and even if she’s vowed to never go back to it she misses it sometimes. No matter what, it’s clear that a desk job isn’t one she’d be able to live with.
Philosophy
Religious Beliefs: Jessica does not believe in any higher power. There are gods out there, but they couldn’t care less about the doings of mortals, or else life wouldn’t be so cruel.
Superstitions: Although Jessica doesn’t have any superstitions she is curious about them.
Morality: The world isn’t black and white. Everyone’s fighting for their own cause and Jessica doesn’t believe anyone can determine which side is more righteous. As long as you’re fighting for something you’re on your own right path.
Outlook on Life: Currently her life is lived for her children. Throughout her life she’s only focused on one thing at any given time. Usually it’s winning a war, but raising children isn’t that different to her.
Taboos: Very little is completely forbidden in Jessica’s mind, but the things that are are truly unthinkable to her and she won’t react kindly to them. Things like harmful drugs that damage your body fall into this category right next to torturing innocent souls.
Vices: Jess’ worst vice has always been her ambition. It’s lead her down every wrong path she’s taken.
Virtues: If patience is a virtue, Jess is blessed. At least, she thinks so. Her patience with children and idiots is never ending, but her emotions will get a bit short when dealing with conflict. She wouldn’t make a good diplomat. She is also brave, resilient, and well meaning.
Character
Priorities: Currently protecting her children is Jessica’s highest priority.
Motivation: Jessica has always had an absolute need to succeed. What she has to succeed at depends on the moment, but when she sets her attention on it she does so with a single minded vision and a need to be perfect.
Self Confidence: Jessica is confident on the surface. Strangers or enemies would never get the chance to see her weakness, but around people she cares about her confidence may waver if she thinks she might let them down.
Self Control: Jessica thinks she has more self control than she actually does. She has nearly endless reserves of patience, but when she snaps or falls into strong emotions she finds it difficult to regain control.
Worries: Jessica doesn’t want to let people down. She can close herself off and block others out easily and sometimes it’s easier to fall back on that, but she cannot stand the thought of disappointing anyone, especially the people she cares about.
Soft Spots: Her children, puppies, and her loved ones. In that order. Very little else will be able to get her sympathy.
Cruel Streaks: If Jess gets too emotional she falls back on cruelty to block out everything else.
Reliability: Jessica doesn’t make many promises she can’t keep, but that doesn’t mean she always keeps them. If she’s in a particularly emotional state any commitments might slip her mind.
Personally Acknowledged Flaws: Jess knows that she’s too ambitious and struggles with compassion. That being said, she sees her lack of compassion through how it affects others, so her estimates of her own cruelly are a bit downplayed.
Type of Humor: Dark. Definitely not punny >.>
Favorites
Animal: Puppy
Food: “Is coffee a food? If so, definitely coffee!”
Fairytale: The Knights of Camelot
Vacation: Jess wouldn’t know what to do if she was given a vacation, but if she had one she wouldn’t want to travel. She’d prefer to stay home and relax on her own.
Music: 1980s Rock and Roll
Color: Blue
Type of Art: Literature
Day of the Week: Thursdays - She still has work to do but it’s not in the first half of the week when all the work is still building up.
The Past
Childhood Mannerisms: Jessica’s childhood was something that was robbed from her. Even as a kid, she approached things with a cold dedication and an undying need to be successful.
Childhood Wealth: Her family was quite wealthy as a kid, but they didn’t spoil her. If they had she may have been a better person than she is today.
Parental Care: Her parents only cared about her so far as they could use her as a weapon. She had several older siblings who would have cared for her, but she closed herself off to them.
Greatest Achievement: A younger Jess would have listed off her accomplishments on the battlefield to answer this question. Now the answer is obvious. Her greatest achievement is her children.
Worst Thing to Loved Ones: The worst thing Jessica’s done to someone she cares about is difficult to define. Every action she took when she was younger was almost custom shaped to keep the people she cared about away. That being said, she’s never directly lashed out and harmed anyone she cares about. She does, however, blame herself for Lawrence’s death. Allowing him to take such a risky path for the sake of a simple life with her was a bit of selfish desire she thinks she never should have acted upon.
Advice to Younger Self: “Snap out of it! Your parents aren’t the ones you should be focused on impressing. Open your eyes and let your siblings help you out, they’re the ones that actually care.”
Nostalgic Smells: *insert gym smells here*
Childhood Goals: To be better. That was Jessica’s sole dedication when she was younger. Self improvement wasn’t enough, she wanted to be better than everything and everyone around her.
Best Childhood Memory: The first time she was let onto the battlefield and won
Worst Childhood Memory: If you ask Jess, her entire past is one big bad memory. She was very misguided and she feels guilty about that. When she was younger the memory that haunted her was her parents looking down at her disapprovingly.
Saviours: Although he didn’t actually save her life, she sees Lawrence as the reason she actually started living and that is a debt far greater than what her physical life would be worth.
Progression: As a child, Jess was determined to be the best. That determination in combination with her parents will shaped her into a warrior. As she fought in the war of traitors, she lost track of most of her morals, becoming what she now considers to be a monster. After the war ended there was a point of change where Jessica realized her parents would never really care and she shouldn’t let them control her. From there the cause she fought for was unclear, she just kept fighting so she didn’t have to think about it. It wasn’t until she met Lawrence that that really changed. He was first a burden then he began to open her eyes to the real world she’d been blocking out. She softened to the world, especially when he was around. She’d become something resembling a normal person after they quit the AP. When he died, her world shifted again and she put up some of her defenses. She tries to keep herself open, knowing her kids don’t need a soldier for a mother, but she struggles with it.
The Future
Ambitions: Jessica wants her life to be spent doing something for someone. In the past that goal has been unguided, but now she focuses her energy on people she cares about, specifically her children.
Plans: Currently Jessica is entirely focused on raising her children. Once they no longer rely on her she won’t know what to do with the rest of her life. Whether she stays in Canada or disappears off the grid again has yet to be determined. If asked she’ll assure people that she plans to stay for a while yet; after all, what other life does she have?
Dreams and Wishes: If asked, Jess will say her greatest fantasy is that she can go on to live a normal life. In reality, she’s been chasing dreams all her life, trying to be the perfect soldier she’d wanted to be as a child. It’s only now that she’s allowed herself to return to reality.
Long Term Friends: Jess doesn’t like depending on others, but she can’t picture her life without her kids or her siblings. They’ve become more a part of her life than she likes to acknowledge.
Jessica’s face doesn’t reveal the past that haunted her. A bright smile lights up a pair of green eyes on her eternally youthful face. When she was younger she kept her green hair no longer than a short bob, but it’s grown much longer since she arrived in Canada, falling to her mid back. At 5’6” she is relatively short compared to the rest of her family. Her form used to be packed with carefully maintained muscles, but in recent years she’s softened up a bit. She still keeps in shape, but she doesn’t need the same strength she used to use to fight. She’ll never truly feel comfortable out of some sort of uniform, but since she doesn’t have any need to wear a soldier’s garb she settles for loose tops and stretchy pants. Finding her in a skirt or anything meaninglessly fancy is incredibly rare.
Empathy and trust for others aren’t traits Jess was raised with. She was raised like a machine, taking orders and following through no matter what the consequences were. It was fairly recently that she started seeing the value of caring what others thought. She’s always been a warrior, but she doesn’t fight on the front lines anymore. Instead, she fights for her family. For the people she cares about. She is closed off from strangers so it can be hard to get close to her and even harder to earn her loyalty. She likes doing things on her own and the last thing she’d ask of anyone else is their support.
When she has something to get done she has a single minded mixture of dedication, cunning, and patience that makes her a dangerous force to reckon with. When she doesn’t get what she wants, she tries to find another way to fight for it and doesn’t give up until she’s well and truly defeated. When problem solving in situations like this she still thinks light a soldier rather than a human, attacking the issue from every angle until something relents and not noticing the damage done in her war path until it’s too late.
Jessica tries to keep herself calm. Lashing out in anger never gets a job done and she wasn’t raised to handle such emotions so when she snaps she often releases her electrical power along with sharp words.
abilities
Electricity Manipulation ~ Expert (Pending Emotions) Controlling electricity is almost second nature to Jessica. She almost always hits within a few centimeters of her mark and she can usually control the intensity of her electricity. She’s recently picked up on how to use her ability to charge her phone, but she doesn’t do it too often for fear of blowing up her cell. It is easier for her to summon electricity from the devices around her than actual storm clouds, and summoning her own electricity takes more energy than using electricity that’s already there. The calmer she is, the more control she has. When she gets angry she has little to no control. If she’s around someone she cares about she can usually hold back, but when she’s not thinking of someone else she’ll sometimes burst out electricity with no particular target. Mud weakens her ability to reach the electricity.
Storm Manipulation ~ Moderate Storm manipulation has always been a weak point with Jess. When she was younger all she could do was pull together a few clouds. Now she can make it lightly drizzle with enough concentration. If there is already a storm she has a much easier time manipulating it. She can change it’s direction and temporarily slow down a downpour, but it takes a lot out of her and the larger a storm the higher chance there is she’ll accidentally make it worse rather than better. When she’s angry she’ll sometimes summon a few clouds without trying.
Animal Shifting ~ Advanced Jessica can shift into a 65 cm leopard with pale blue fur. It takes her 30 seconds to shift during which she is vulnerable to attacks. If she’s heavily injured in this form she will be forced to shift back into a human. She is faster and has more stamina in this form than her human form, making it ideal for fighting her way out of a corner. She also maintains more warmth in this form due to her pelt. It’s easy for her to underestimate how dangerous she is when shifted, so she tries to avoid shifting around anyone she cared about. [Image 1][Image 2][Image 3]
Enhanced Speed ~ Advanced Jessica can run much faster than the average human but her stamina for this in human form is very low. This ability really shines through allowing her to dodge attacks and strike faster. In animal form she is faster but her precision is a bit more limited and she struggles to come to an instant stop if something comes into her path out of nowhere.
Natural Abilities ~ Enhanced Endurance, Enhanced Senses, and Electricity Immunity
backstory
Even before Jessica was born, the world knew what she’d be when she grew up. Like her 9 older siblings, she’d be forged into a weapon for the War of Traitors long before she had the chance to learn what it took to be human. It was a fate her siblings had had no choice but to accept and one she’d become accustomed to at a very young age. While other children were playing and learning such useless qualities as empathy, she’d be taught to fight and suppress any extravagant emotions.
By the time she was old enough to hold a sword, many of her older siblings were already on their war forged paths. Her achievements had been matched by them time and time before as she followed the same training regiments that had shaped them into the cold tools they were. That was all she saw. It was all she was allowed to see. Her siblings were made into her competition in a twisted dance where she could never get anything right because at least one of them had already taken the crown at a younger age or in a better way. She was pushed to be the best then told that she never would be. Her parents were masters at twisting children into monsters, and she would be their final masterpiece.
In the raging war that had shaped the world she was born into, there were many roles to play. A spy. A tactician. A healer. Jessica was a capable child, but her parents saw her as slower. They didn’t see the front lines as her place so they tried to teach her to gather information on their enemies and how to strike in a way that would cause those weak with emotions to crumble. She didn’t want to play the scout, though. Of her siblings, the eldest, Adonai, had managed to win much of the praise from their parents and she wanted to be like him. She’d been told about the gore and suffering war brought, but she believed herself numb to it and the most honorable role would be on the lines doing the fighting.
When she was 8, she doubled down on her combat training. She didn’t have much say in her future, but at the very least she would show her parents that she could learn to fight. She spent her time training and when she was as exhausted from that as she could manage she read up on different techniques, always hoping to be better, to be something her parents could look at and be hopeful for.
At 17 she was sent to a training camp to test her skills against actual soldier and a year later she officially joined the army. She was a force to be reckoned with, but her siblings still outshined her in every right that mattered. When they tried to reach out to her she saw it as mocking. She genuinely didn’t believe she was something worth caring about, and people pretending they could just distracted her from what really mattered. As such, she kept her distance. Unless she happened across them in the line of work, she didn’t bother interacting.
She was still relatively young when she rose through the ranks, taking more responsibility and guiding the actions of more soldiers. She’d never let herself be taken off the front, but as an officer she got to use the extra training her father had given her. In one particular battle she led a legion of soldiers that had been sent to a dead end front where there was little hope for progress much less holding their line. She’d been set up for a bloodbath and no one seemed to care. It was on this front that she lost what little compassion she had left. She led her soldiers and there were many unavoidable losses on both sides but it ended in an unexpected victory.
It took her a long time to realize that even her victories felt like losses. She’d always been different than other soldiers. She was made for this and by the time she’d been sent to fight she’d long since grown up. The soldiers fighting by her side were still children. They volunteered to die because they didn’t know any better. And for what? Unlike her, they had homes. They had people to return to when this was all over. She had her parents and her siblings, but they felt more like distant memories weighing on her actions than anything else. She couldn’t imagine what life with them would be like if there was no war. Even if she wanted to talk to someone about her troubles, there wouldn’t be anyone who’d understand.
It was decades into her time as a soldier that she met Elijah. Like her, he was more of a soldier than a person. He was assigned as an officer working on a mission very close to hers so they were forced to spend a lot of time together. She found herself bonding with him in a way she hadn’t bonded with anyone else. She admired him, not only for his fighting but for his determination and his seemingly endless ambition to get what he wanted. Their relationship started before she really knew what was happening.
Jessica had never been taught much about relationships. She hadn’t taught that they were supposed to be better than being on her own and she wasn’t taught that they were a game of give and take. At his side she reached new highs, blocking out petty grievances like losing the lives of the soldiers beneath her. She was a better fighter and she thought that made her a better person, but she wasn’t happy with him and he wasn’t happy with her. They never would be as long as they cared about improving themselves more than each other. During their time together, he showed that he was willing to stab her in the back as much as it took to get his way.
One day she returned home from the front with him by her side. Her parents didn’t approve, of course, but she didn’t really care. They got in a particularly bad argument about tactics for the next battle she was supposed to lead, an argument that ended with her battered and bruised. Although she didn’t appreciate it at the time, Adonai stepped in and put a stop to their relationship. The war continued in it’s constant drag and she moved on, returning to her well-played role as a cog in the machine of Akari’s army.
After the War of Traitors ended, her life changed. She’d always been a tool for her parents, but fighting on the battlefield she’d had some autonomy. When she was more directly under their control once again, she remembered why she’d been so dedicated into being better. Her need for their approval had blinded her to who they were. They made their children into weapons. To them they were nothing more than strong cards to play when they had a particularly weak hand. They’d never see her accomplishments for what they were and they’d never be the parents they were supposed to be.
Thus far she’d tried to follow in her brother’s path, but this time when he went off to fight at their parents' command she didn’t join him. She still fought, it was all she knew, but she fought her own battles for causes she believed in, whether her parents supported them or not. She saw the patterns carved out by centuries of conflict and she began to understood that war really changed nothing, but she couldn’t live a peaceful life. Even if she could avoid the guilt of her sins, it would be too boring. She’d rather survive from war to war. Eventually it became more a matter of having a battlefield to paint red than fighting for any particular cause.
There was a period of time in the mid 1450s when Jessica didn’t have a uniform or a clear path forward. In London she ran into a colleague from a few wars back who told her about a new cause he was fighting for: The Assembly of Phantoms. It was an organization her parents would have told her to take out at the roots while it was still developing, but she’d lost track of her family long ago and she was numb to their old whims. When she joined the Assembly her loyalty had been worn thin and she merely regarded it as another place to fight.
She worked as diligently for the AP as she would have for any army with a cold dedication they seemed to love. A few decades in she met the love of her life, Lawrence. Of course, at the time she didn’t know it. He was a wide eyed dreamer in a world that didn’t support his kind. His parents were bigshots in the AP, but somehow he still possessed the innocence that had been stripped from her before she got a chance to explore it.
Her job turned into babysitting him, making sure he didn’t act on any of his childish fantasies. Over a few years her dislike for him shifted. She became inclined to protect him rather than fighting the urge to stab him every time he opened his mouth to speak.
He may have dreamed of a better world, but his world was centered around the AP just like hers had once been centered around war and bloodshed. There was no easy way out, but for a long time that was ok. It was centuries into their courtship that Jess found herself pregnant. They both agreed that they didn’t want a child to be raised in the same world they’d been tortured by time and time again.
One cool December night Jessica and Lawrence eloped before disappearing into the streets of London. His family name drew attention, so he broke tradition and took hers instead. It was a tactical move more than anything sentimental. Their life was theirs and they had their whole future ahead of them. Little things like the organization potentially hunting them down didn’t seem to matter half as much as it should.
Lawrence rubbed off on her and she learned to open up and feel more. After a few years they had another son together. Jessica didn’t consider herself to be a good mother, but she loved her kids and her husband. It was a while before she agreed to have another and, when she did get pregnant, she ended up with triplets instead of the one, final child they’d planned on. Lawrence was happy with it and she couldn’t help but feel the same. Her children represented a life she’d never gotten to have and she only wanted the best for them.
Jessica thought her happily ever after would go on forever. She blames herself for not realizing that such things are childish and unrealistic. She came home from grocery shopping one day to find Lawrence missing, taken by the AP. It was a week later that he turned up dead, leaving her 5 children without a father.
She’d grown to rely on Lawrence’s support and it had weakened her stone heart. Disgusted as she was by the thought, she needed help. Adonai had settled down in a Canadian town called Lorsette and she knew a few of their other siblings lived nearby too. She reached out to him in a letter asking for forgiveness of some sort. She’d never been close to any of her siblings and she knew they didn’t owe her anything, but Lawrence had always said it should be easier to find friendship among your own blood than strangers.
Upon moving to Lorsette, she opened a Bed and Breakfast. For the first time she felt truly worn out by the thought of fighting. She knew it wasn’t what Lawrence would have wanted for her, and she’d always been intrigued by the idea of home. Running a small business in a true community seemed like the best first step she could take towards fitting in. She still has a long way to go before she can consider herself a good person, but she’s determined to make an effort.
misc
Likes: Her Chosen Family, Coffee, Following Orders, Books, Travelling, PUPPIES Dislikes: Mud, Getting Angry, Rainy Days, Needing Others, Extraneous Emotions, Cooking Soulmate: Lawrence Blane (Deceased) Family Tree
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The skin is created by Wolf of Adoxography and Gangnam Style. The thread and conversation remodels are by Kagney. The Strange Reality board list, Heal My Soul info center, I Remember Now mini profile and Electric Requiem profile remodel is made by Pharoah Leap. The Who's That Member member list remodel was made by Tictactoe. The Cbox.ws Shoutbox remodel was made by Trinity Blair. All templates used for claims, information sheets, applications, etc are credited to their owners; credits for these can be found in the threads the templates are use on. Images that are used on The Duality of Man are credited to their owners, however, they have been edited by Zac with a few being edited by Chibi Magician. The plot, rules and various other information pieces for The Duality of Man are written by Chibi Magician with the assistence of her co-admins, Finnegan and Dremulf, alongside other unlisted people who were kind enough to give their input. The TRS, AP and face claim were all created by Fleur for specifically the use of TDOM. All plugins used on The Duality of Man are credited to their owners. The templates my members use are credited to their maker, if you find a template that belongs to you, but is uncredited, please speak to Chibi Magician or the member themself. Characters created on The Duality of Man are credited to their owners and should not be used elsewhere without the creator's permission.
Special thanks for the members of TDOM who make suggestions to help make this site better. Even though we can not accept all suggestions, we immensely appreciate it. Thus, we give credit to any additions that you thought of and were later implimented by the staff, because we are glad you give us these excellent ideas.