Jul 19, 2020 22:32:01 GMT -6
Serenity Casta show me eternity is better than I’ve dreamed. general info
appearance You think you’re looking at a girl, but please be patient. Even with the long, smooth hair in a gold or white, xe does not identify female. Xyr eyes are deep and all but entrancing violet (at birth, at least. Who’s really paying that much mind now, though?), the eyes of someone who understands more about the world than they just might want to, purely on instinct. Typically, xe puts that hair up in pigtail designs with pins, as they accentuate xyr face better (in xyr onion). Tending toward very girly looks or very masculine looks (like a black trench coat and fedora set, or maybe a racer-style swimsuit), xyr style is often very cute (so it’s quite understandable if you think xe’s female on first glance, fine, but just know… xe’s not). Xe’s actually really tall at about 6 foot 2 inches (just think about how long that hair is, then!), and has a body that xe’s insecure about when xe looks at it xemself (can you say ‘thunder thighs’?). Xyr tail is a very feminine pink (HTML color code: #E75095), the sheen looking like that of a rainbow. personality
Due to being emotionally abused whilst young, xe has a very horrible attachment disorder, to the point that xe will get extremely emotionally attached, jealous, and clingy when it comes to those xe is actually willing to be vulnerable with. Xyr family is incredibly defensive, leading that to also be what xe learned to instinctively do when faced with any sort of opposition, despite wanting to be open-minded to new ideas. Xe cares about others to a degree that some would call a fault (which is why xe put up with that treatment so long from xyr family, I guess?). Xe has clinical depression that exacerbates these symptoms and makes them sometimes utterly unbearable, both for xemself and those around xem. Xe is actually pretty darn insecure, as xyr sense of self was all but ruined by xyr family. abilities Enchanting Voice - Innate; this is the one thing that xe did most when lonely, sad, or just trying to get away from the pressure of family, society, and religion. So, yeah, xe’s basically got a voice that many would call ‘angelic’. Xe has been experimenting in actually extending xyr vocal range, as well, to include more variety in xyr song. Xe has a practiced ease with specifically healing hymns, especially; also is very practiced in surprisingly siren song. Water Manipulation - Medium; xe may enjoy a good swim, but never got taught and so never was able to practice with it all that much, unfortunately. But xe can clearly feel the current under xyr fingers, the life of the water. Xe still needs some help in the actual bending and stuff, though. Enhanced swim speed - heh; pretty low, actually, but only because of not practicing often anymore. Xe’s out of practice, so not super fast. Enhanced beauty - beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so we’ll have to see about that one. Temperature resilience - hah. Yeah, actually, xe gets cold easily. Except in water, ironically. Otherwise, this is actually significantly lower than it should be. So… just in water, I guess, or over a period of time. That said, xe’s able to withstand more than xe is comfortable in. Underwater breathing - if xe can remember to use xyr gils, then maybe this would be better, lol. Xe’s pretty good at it, though, at least. Pollution - well, if you’re asking if xe could survive in San Francisco, xe would be coughing all the time and have blurred vision. In general, though, xe feels more of a ‘pressure’ around pollution that goes away when exposed even to pool water, or to a more natural and less polluted place. That said, xe’s surprisingly resilient in this right, having even flown long distances without too much trouble (if you know anybody in the airline industry, you’ll understand the impact of stale airplane air). It can make xem sleepy in some cases, though. Lack of water exposure - actually, lack of appropriate water exposure exacerbates xyr depression symptoms more than anything, though xe will often try to play this off as not important. Aging - stopped at around 17 years, even though xe clearly can come off as older. backstory Serenity grew up raised by what would be considered normal parents, if looked upon from the outside. From the inside, however, you could see the duality of man in their very natures- unwilling to budge when it came to matters involving their desires over xyr own, unmoving, and incredibly religious. From a narcissistic mother to an older sibling who liked to emotionally and physically beat the shit out of xem, Serenity grew up with xyr only repose being found within a small group of friends, xyr music, and xyr fantasies. When they finally broke xyr will, xe was an adult. A damaged adult who had been given no care for the things that xe needed most, whose parents bought xyr affection with gifts and manipulated xyr feelings with disappointment and fear. It was then that things started taking a turn for the worse. You see, Serenity was not raised in the church of Akari. Xe was raised in the church of a different religion, a very strict one whose proponents required of their membership much filiality, including strict guidelines on diet, the ‘proper’ way to be friends and date, and strict gender segregation that left xyr feeling left completely behind. And it was in this church that she met him- the first boyfriend who would later have his way with xyr and break xyr heart. Slowly, with broken heart and broken will, xe found a different individual- one who could make xyr heart flutter like it was no one’s business to once it had ran cold. Xe fell in love very quickly, and found xemself saved by him numerous times. In fact, they sort of saved each other more times than not. It was as though it was destined- someone who would love xyr, surpassing time and space. But all was not rainbows and butterflies in Serenity’s life. Oh, no, we can’t have that, now can we? Though they married, they couldn’t help but be separated after some time by the forces of the universe. Very Tanabata, universe, don’t do that to them, please. Still, xyr heart longs for xyr one true love, the only one who lights xyr soul up with brilliance and reveals the truth in xyr soul. misc Xe actually has strong ties to the moon Serenity still believes in the god of the religion she was raised in, and feels a strong connection with said; however, xe considers xemself a sort of omnist in religion. Xe does not know of the prominant religion of Lorsette just yet. Xe is element obsessed, with not just water, but other elements as well (like fire, light, and non-traditional elements like love) Omni Vincit Amore. Xe absolutely loves having long hair, and feels like xyr head is naked without it. The last name “Casta” isn’t xyr actual last name; not only was xe adopted, but xe wants to use a different last name until xe and xyr husband reunite. | roleplayer info ☆ NAME arsene ☆ RP EXPERIENCE long ☆ TIMEZONE lol, I’m just here ☆ GENDER yes (androgynous) ☆ AGE that’s a secret ☆ OTHER CHARACTERS @toulouse @avalon @skanda ☆ FACE CLAIM SAILOR MOON, Tsukino Usagi ---------------------- THIS CHARACTER BELONGS TO arsene. DO NOT STEAL. |
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