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Jun 20, 2020 10:14:45 GMT -6
Caixia Moonshadow Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself and I'm the one with the lighter general info
appearance Caixia is small, delicate and fragile in appearance. He has short, slightly wild lavender white hair, that's extremely soft to the touch, and more plush than even it's appearance would suggest. His wide, youthful eyes are a light blue, and always tend to be quite emotive. He has no real muscle definition, and his complexion is slightly pale but still healthy. He is thin, stemming from not eating much, and his skin is extremely sensitive. personality
Most of the traits listed under positive are from being conditioned to “act pretty” when in the presence of the family who stole him away and those who know them. When alone or around those unaffiliated, his true self shows, which is more of the negative traits. Caixia believes his life is a big void of meaninglessness, and all that waits for him is suffering. Despite this, he can be clingy if he gets attached to someone, and will likely become easily dependent on people he gets close to in order to escape his suicidal urges. His mood can change within a finger snap, catalysts can be minor or major, and he can go from feeling like he loves someone to being unable to stand their presence at times. While he can often get aggressive, lashing out is rare, and he would be more likely to hurt himself than someone else. Buried beneath the depression is someone with a longing for and sense of adventure and a cat-like curiosity. He is inherently a soft, gentle boy by nature, hidden beneath all of his trauma, one just needs to brave the initial mood-swings to truly dig it out of him. abilities Animal Shifting: Advanced. Caixia can shift into a massive silver phase black wolf. Basically his wolf form has black fur with streaks and fadings of silvery grey. His eyes remain a soft blue. Minor Healing Factor: Advanced. Caixia heals quickly. backstory Caixia was born to norse royalty, with lineage they claimed and believed to be from Fenris. They were an extremely old family, with ties in many different places, and they made a lot of different enemies. Caixia was a child they were happy to have, being as the family often were targeted, and the more of them there were, the easier the bloodline would survive. Caixia was raised with high expectations settled on his shoulders, and constantly feeling scrutinized like a strange gilt insect under a microscope. Every move he made was watched, and he often felt as though the pressure placed on him was too much for someone too young. He was set to be betrothed since the age of six, and despite not being happy at first, the more time he spent around the other boy, the more his affections grew, around nine years old he grew to love the person with all of his heart. The day he turned thirteen was when everything went downhill. Waking up slightly late, however, and remembering there was to be a party that day .... well, he went to the main hall in time to witness a massacre. There were already people bleeding out on the floor and he froze as more continued to be slain. He should have run - but since he had already frozen in place he was easy pickings, and he was scooped up rather easily - though he did not get slain like the rest of the family. Reaching a hand out towards one of the still breathing bodies - the one he loved - his fingers twitched before he lost consciousness. That was the last time he ever felt like he was a real person. Caixia was kept confined to the family who had slaughtered his own, though he quickly learned to act pretty and be obedient where his captors were concerned. In secret he often devolved to a depressed, hopeless state, when he was not under the scrutiny of those that held his leash, so to speak. Caixia occasionally was lead to try different methods of ending his life, however each time he was stopped before he could actually succeed. misc *Caixia has a preference for fruit as well as milk bubble tea. *Caixia is a Leo. *Caixia does not really like eating full meals as they weigh heavy on his stomach. He prefers lighter food, and less at once. *Caixia has tried to end his life at least two times. *Caixia has traits of Borderline. | roleplayer info ☆ NAME Kitsune ☆ RP EXPERIENCE Forever ☆ TIMEZONE CST ☆ GENDER Female ☆ OTHER CHARACTERS Many ☆ FACE CLAIM Twisted Wonderland, Epel Felmier ---------------------- THIS CHARACTER BELONGS TO Kitsune. DO NOT STEAL. |
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